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Thursday, April 27, 2006'♥

1. Are you wearing a necklace?
*no.
2. Does your computer have a mouse?
*yes.
3. where is your bestfriend now?
*friend's place.
4. Do you have a cut in your nose?:
*huh.?
5. Are you adventurous?
*yah.
6. How many pillows do you have in your bed?
*5.!
7. What song are you listening to?
*Stick with you by The pussycat dolls.
8. What's the last mall you went to?:
*cine.
10. Do you have any older siblings?:
*no.
11. What is the last thing you ate?:
*maggimee.
12. Who was the last person to come over your house?:
*no idea.
13. Who was the last person who called you?:
*shumei.
14. Who was the last person you texted?:
*alex.
15. What time was it then?
*7.46pm.
16. What should you be doing?:
*slacking in town. damnit.
17. Who is the last person you pms-ed yesterday?:
*brother.
18. Did you go out to eat yesterday?:
*no.
19. What are you thinking about right now?:
*clubbing.
20. What color is your shirt?:
*white.
21. What color is your keyboard?:
*cream.
22. What do you feel like eating?:
*angus.
23. when was the last time you drank alcohol?:
*last saturday.
24. What is the last word you wrote?:
*love.
25. Are you bored?:
*does zebras have stripes.?
26. How many teeth do you have?:
*never counted.
27. Miss anyone right now?:
*yah. very badly.
28. Do you wear glasses?:
*yes, unfortunately.
29. What color are your shoes?:
*i dont know.
30. Are your toes painted?:
*no. my toe nails are painted tho.
31. Last thing you drank?:
*water.
32. Last word you typed?
*water.
33. Wanna meet mickey mouse?
*prolly.
34. Do you love someone?:
*yes.
35. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:
*no.
36. What time is it now?-
*7.53pm.
37. What are you looking at?:
*tha computer screen.
38. What's the last word[s] you said?:
*bye.
39. Do you have lipgloss on?:
*no.
40. Do you have eyeliner on?
*no.
41. Do you have any makeup on?:
*no

damn. can you tell how bored am i.? bloody hell. I shouldnt b complaining. Im very lucky in fact. My family loves me, I have great friends, I dont have t worry about anything. well, except for bloody relationship problems. I seem wise dont i.? HAHAHA. I know how t think alright.? for myself and for people around me. :D
Come t think of it. I dont really hate anyone except for HER. well well. nobody really likes her anyway. &thank God i dont see her nowadays cause she just totally spoils my day.
bloody jinx. :D
I stayed home again &i e-mailed sonata t order my leotard. Hope they received it man. My life's at stake. hehh. (: I'll really b dead without my leotard and chiffon skirt. i swear. and i need t find out where i placed my character skirt &alter it. damndamndamn. so many things t do &so little time. UGH.

blogged @ 7:36 PM



Wednesday, April 26, 2006'♥

HAHAHA. mayb im turning anti-social. had been staying home for tha past 3days.!! :D
ohh. &we're going t paris on 3may, confirmed. HAHAHA. but gotta come back earlier cause i've my ballet exam which im actually quite scared&excited about. oh damnit. I hope i'll do well. :D
Will b going t MOS (most prolly) on friday and liquids on saturday. like duhhh.! and mich, you gotta join us this time round alright.!! (:

Im just too tired t do anything anymore especially stuff that got t do with you. Tha more i look at you, tha more pissed i get. hm.
cause when i look at you, i will want t have you &when i cant have you, i'll get real pissed.
so f***ed up. screamssss.!!
OH YAH.! pls remind me i rlly need t go order my leotard tml. damnit.!!! i forgot all abt it. bloody brain cells.

blogged @ 6:56 PM



Monday, April 24, 2006'♥

IT'S RAINING AGAIN.!
er. actually it's pretty nice giving d fact that im home. HAHAHA.
:D
ugh. im rotting. im starving.
im missing everything.
hmph.

blogged @ 5:48 PM



Sunday, April 23, 2006'♥

reached home at 6plus in d morning &im not proud of it at all. ):
went liquids with shumei, jordus, nick, kevin, lucinda, priscilia, qian yu, santos, boon, errick, jun rong &his girlfriend.
goodness. havent had so much fun for dam long. tha company was simply great. then went t orchard towers for supper. HAHAHA. entertaining as usual. :D






LIQUID ROOM.!! <3








so random.













HAHAHA. d gang.




mich.! join us next week or smth alright.!! :D miss you tons.!

DAMNIT.
Shu just told me that our flight is on 3may.! fuck. i got my ballet exam on 8may.! ):
but we'll change it. wither we go earlier or we'll leave on d 8th. :D


things were just not meant t b but i just cant seem t put everything down &start anew.
I love you that much.

blogged @ 8:06 AM



Saturday, April 22, 2006'♥

talked t shu till 7plus in d morning. goodness, this is getting worse man. met shu at 4 &went straight t that Dr James Loh's place t hand in our application for d schools &stuff. gosh. I cannot believe we're going t uk &that we're actually going t different colleges. damnit. ):
We'll meet up every week &chat every night alright.! :D
MAD COWS.

Had dinner at yoshinoya &slacked around at cine before joining clifford, norris &people for shesha at Sahara. (: HAHAHA.
then went over t Zouk with jordus, nick, errick &shu after shesha-ing. :D
Our secret trick. (all thanks t shumei &errick this time round).
hehhh. :D
THA MUSIC AT ZOUK SUCKED T D CORE.! i swear.
it was THAT horrible.
went over t MOS at around 2am. It was so much better.
I<3mos.!!!>
but today was BAD. d music & d company was GREAT but i just saw smth i didnt want t see. I dont even know why i got so upset over it, i just cant seem t get over HIM &there he was dancing with another girl. fuck.
FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.!!!!
ugh.
and tha bad news is that all d flights t paris are fully booked till 3may.
wth. I dont care what kind of airline we take, i just want t get my ass over t paris. I want a holiday &I need a holiday. damnit.

will upload all d photos tml. :)

blogged @ 6:02 AM



Thursday, April 20, 2006'♥

4days &still counting.
IM SO GOING OUT TOMORROW before i rot &decompose at home. damnit. :D
shumei.! if you're reading this. hurry go pack your bags.!! :D i cant wait. HAHAHA. &mich. plan for our thailand trip love.!!wheeee. &pearl. stop saying you're fat cause you're not &we'll go jogging alright.? :D
I love you girls.



dam random





hahaha. that's mich with ken &shumei with me.!!! :D

THAT'S HOW WE DO THA PIGGYBACK.
fine. certified mental disorder.



blogged @ 5:27 PM



Wednesday, April 19, 2006'♥

tralalas.
damnit. been staying home for three days straight.
Im supposed t go club with shu tonight but mum wants me t stay home.
sorry sweetie.!! tomorrow alright.? MOS. :D
so many things t do &so little time.! mofos.
. my bank draft
. pack my luggage
. plan for that thailand trip
. club. club &more clubs.

HAHAHA.
oh. &it's amanda's bday today.!

HAPPY 19TH BDAY AMANDA.!! :D

gotta go take a shower. l8r. :D

blogged @ 7:13 PM



Tuesday, April 18, 2006'♥

It's raining AGAIN.! &d trip t paris is postponed till monday. :D
that means more time t get things done.! HAHAHA.
I seriously want t brooke house college altho i'll b all alone. wth. i'll still chat with shumei every night and meet up every week. :D
Im left with no choice anyway &leaving Singapore only means a new start for me. (:


I see you on d street
My broken heart still skips a beat
I hear your name, inside I go insane.
Baby, each day that we dont touch
is one more day it hurts too much.
I cant forget d love that we made.

But there'll come d moment that we're gonna meet (again).
Baby, it wont even bother me
Trying t make it t d day you'll b
Just an old boyfriend.
Wont b thinking of you every night
only wishing we could only try.
Wont tear me up inside.
Just an old boyfriend.

Anyone can see d love we killed is killing me.
Im just so sad t lose what we had -oh yeah.
There's no doubt that I should b ok by now
but Im not there yet.
It hurts me so bad but

from d moment that we're gonna meet (again).
Baby, it wont even bother me
I'll b looking t d day you'll b
Just an old boyfriend
Wont b thinking of you every night
only b wishing we could only try
you wont tear me up inside
Just an old boyfriend

Nothing more and mothing less
No more living with regrets
Your memory wont get
Tha best of me, tha best of me
Oh you're gonna see.
(chorus x2)

I said i'll move on but it's just so hard. HAHAHA. I guess im mad.! I have no bloody idea why i'll fall for you in d first place even when i heard so much.! You dont even give a shit about this. Everyone was right about you. you dont give a fuck about me so why am i doing all these for you.?
oh fuck.
bye.

blogged @ 4:20 PM



'♥

Stayed at home for d entire day. Im dam proud of myself.! HAHAHA. (:
I only found out that it rained in d afternoon when i stepped into d living room cause it was FLOODED. damnit. Just 4more days t friday. HAHAHA.
PARIS.! HERE WE COME.! :D
oh. and i need t settle my school thing before friday. cause that representative for tha college will b leaving for london on d 28th and wont b back till october or smt. I dont dare t tell my parents about how much it actually cost man. It's like 26k for tha first payment. wtf.
They bloody earn THAT much. hmph.


Always thought someday you would notice me,
More than friends you would see me differently.
Then i heard you are so in love with her,
And now where am i.?

I'm crushed so crushed.
'cause i always thought that it would b d two of us
and im dying inside.
Everytime i see you walking hand in hand,
It just makes me cry, my tears dont seem t dry
and that's why, im crushed.

Used t b couldnt wait t talk t me.
You would share your secrets, you would.
Share your dreams, you would tell me everything.
oh, if I could only hold you now.
Now it's her who gets t b your girl
and kiss your lips.

Im crushed, so crushed.
'cause i always thought that it would b d two of us
and im dying inside.
Everytime i see you walking hand in hand,
It just makes me cry, my tears dont seem t dry
and that's why, im crushed.

I was getting up d nerve t finally tell you all d things i feel for you.
Now everything is wrong, d chance is gone.
She's come along and ripped my dreams in two.

And Im...
Im crushed, so crushed.
'cause i always thought it would b d two of us.
And im dying inside.
Everytime i see you walking hand in hand.
It just makes me cry, my tears dont seem t dry.
And that's why, im crushed.

blogged @ 12:33 AM



Sunday, April 16, 2006'♥

slacked at rocky master in d evening with shumei, jordus,michelle, santos &people yesterday.! haha. &i bumped into claudia.! havent seen her for ages. wheee.! then went off t liquid room t meet nick &other people. HAHAHA. :D
Tha music was great, tha crowd was great.! &santos got dam drunk. lol.

some cab driver chased jordus &me out of d cab cause we wanted t go 4places. He was like, "you know what, this trip is free cause 4places is really a lot."
what d hell. I feel dam bad actually. hehh. but serve him right.

omygoodness.!
time flies lah. it's alrdy april. &i have t settle my overseas thing asap.
I WANT T GO UK.!
I WANT T GO BROOKE HOUSE COLLEGE.!
i mean i know how difficult it is t study overseas especially when it's so far away &i know nuts about that place.
however, thank God there's shumei. hahaha. :D
altho she might b going t another college, we'll still chat on d honw till d wee hours, i swear.! (: cause phone calls in london is FREE at night. hehhh.

outside cine with mich. i know i look horrid. hehh. :D

































blogged @ 5:22 PM



Saturday, April 15, 2006'♥

went ZOUK with shumei, jordus, nick &some other people yesterday. tha music was BAD.! it was just plain sucky. ):
might b going t liquids tonight. oh holey dam. had been clubbing for three nights in a row. wth. school betta start soon, or we'll all b corupted or smth when tha time comes.

it's rianing like nobody's business now. ugh. and im so craving for chocolates &macdonalds shaker fries. :D
and jordus. i love you.! 4putting that 2hearts next t my name.! haha. :D wheee.! (:

PMSD.! i love these more. (: im starving. ciaos.

blogged @ 4:06 PM



Thursday, April 13, 2006'♥

SCORP IS SUCH A RANDOM PERSON.
hahaha. thailand tomorrow. LOL.

jordus. we miss you like mad so get your ass back here.!! :D


so who am i supposed t believe. are both of you making up stories t make me feel betta or am i just thinking too much into all these.?
damnit. you know what.? im giving up. im not going into all these shit anymore. im out of it man.

blogged @ 4:38 AM



Tuesday, April 11, 2006'♥

It's 5am in d morning &i still cant fall asleep. bloody maggots.
yesterday was mich's bday.!

HAPPY BELATED BDAY MICH.! :D
sexy seventeen.! iloveyou.! <3

anyway. checked out some colleges with shumei in d afternoon. aww.! WE WANT T GO LONDON.! I will b applying t brooke house college.
hahaha. &shu will b applying 4cambridge tutors college.! yada yada yada.! money-suckers. The school fees are fucking expensive &living expenses are high. ):


blogged @ 5:56 AM



Sunday, April 09, 2006'♥

I just saw this couple at d playground, sitting on d bench like how we used t,holding on t each other like how we used t. Memories just came rushing back &I couldnt hold back my tears any longer.
I miss us.
I miss everything, even when you were being dam fucked up t me.
I want you back so badly but i know i got t move on. It had already been 3months and 6days since we broke up &I just cant seemed t b as carefree as you are.
Im throwing all these away &Im moving on.

blogged @ 9:46 PM



'♥

Went t LIQUIDS with shumei, michelle, jordus, nick, norris, leon, kelvin &mike yesterday. DJ Koflow is d BEST. hahaha.! (:
It was fun but we didnt like d feeling of not getting high when you actually drank &stuff. wth. :D
Stayed there till 3am then went over t orchard towers. Im dam fascinated by trannys. Everything they say or do is just plain fascinating. :D





NORRIS, NICK, SHUMEI, MICHELLE, ME, JORDUS.! I <3 YOU GUYS. (:

blogged @ 7:50 PM



Saturday, April 08, 2006'♥

I was supposed t b a good girl &stay home yesterday but i just couldnt control myself.!
I NEED T CLUB.!
I WANT T CLUB.!
hmph. cause when school starts, we will STOP clubbing unless there's some party or smth. (:
In d end, went t MOS with shumei &jordus.! :D hehh. picked them up at holland v then headed down t MOS. It wasnt that good cause i met some people i didnt want t see but we still did enjoy ourselves. (: wth.

I CANT GET OVER HIM. MOFOS.! bloody hell. bloody asses. ): I know he's dam fucked up t me so pls stop reminding me about it.! Im an idiot alright.? cause i just love him that much. mofo.
going t club like some mad asses tonight at liquids. &mich's coming too.!
countdown t mich's bday.! 2days away. <333

blogged @ 3:44 PM



Thursday, April 06, 2006'♥

I look dam retarded cause my eyes are closed. damnit.












LEAN BACK. LEAN BACK. FATHER-FUCKERS.(inside joke.)
((((:

blogged @ 5:14 AM



'♥

OMGOODNESS.
Im dam bored.! AHHHH.!
town is boring.
walking aimlessly is boring.
EVERYTHING is bloody boring.
I cant wait for my school stuff t b settled so i can go back t mug cause i seriously miss mugging sessions.
Met Jordus, Shumei, Mike &Clifford &slacked arnd, doing NOTHING. typical. (: then we went for roti prata at thomson with shu's cousin. awww. We're gaining weight people.!! IT'S TIME T CUT DOWN &CLUB.! (: hehhh. I cant wait 4tha weekends actually so we can all club like there's no tomorrow &get all high &tipsy.
<333

hmm. There're so much stuffs that i cant exactly figure out. The problem dont lie on whether i want t solve it or not, but i just cant bring myself t face it.
SCREWED.


blogged @ 4:59 AM



Tuesday, April 04, 2006'♥

Havent been updating for days, 3days t b exact.
Went t ZOUK with shumei, Jordus, Nick, Mike, Clifford &Best on friday. I swear im terrified of those bouncers over there but thank God, we all managed t get in. (: screw you bouncers.!

Clubbed at Liquids on saturday night. We were all so tired that we actually fell asleep at starbucks, Paragon before that. OMGOODNESS. So we were discussing &arguing on whether we shld go t phunk bar or liquids. well, liquids was great &i didnt regret making that choice. ((:
anyway.
HAPPY BELATED BDAY CELESTE. (:
Nick was drunk after tha phunk bar party. I was so shocked when i saw him lying on d floor i swear but it's alright. im dam nic right people.? HAHA. ((:

went for shesha with shumei, jordus, mike, malcom &zacc yesterday. JORDUS was so high. hehhh. (: but jordie, we still <3>
Caught HILLS HAVE EYES with shumei, Jordus &mike today. It's dam nice although i spent most of d time covering my face. HAHAHA. (:
jordus, let's chill tomorrow alright.? (: somewhere. i'll go look for you guys. i cant wait. HAHAHA.

I<3Jordus &shumei. lay off people. ((:

blogged @ 3:58 AM







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