THANK YOU BABY :D

You're the sweetest boyfriend EVER!

So i will try my best to be the best girlfriend EVER! Haha.

OKAY OKAY.
Business Communication's presentation is on thursday. And we are not done with our powerpoint slides and my speech! Well well, I think i am going to freak out. But then again, I am just going to go out there and do my best and who cares if i embarrass myself! HAHA. I will just act like nothing happened and then hide in the toilet till class ends. YES, That will be the plan.

And my blog seems pretty dead.
OK! I'll start uploading photos when baby comes back! :D
Promise.
And all the taiwan photos, and then more to come.
Haha. After our holiday in March! :D
I cannot wait for March. Baby will be back in Singapore, then there will be something to look forward to after class and then he will fetch me from school and then there'll be lots of holidays. We will be the happiest couple in the whole wide world! (:

24more days!

God did make time pass faster the other time i prayed for it.
So, God, please make time pass faster this time round ):
I want Baby to come back and when he is back, make time pass slowly please!
Pretty pretty please! ):

I just had hot cholcolate with marshmallows!
But all the mini marshmallows melted! I should get those super big ones that we use for BBQ next time (:

Oh, and the cooking classes!
Found one at Raffles Culinary Academy (:
More hands-on and all compared to the palate sensations cookery school.
Haha! Baby and me can go together! (:
Then we can both whip up superb dishes! WAHAHA!
YAY! I enrolled in the seafood specialty.
Cause they are doing PRAWNS! and thats baby's favourite!
Still thinking about the ethnic-fusion and the authentic chinese cuisine! HAHA.
Seemed alot of fun.(:

AHH!
This semester is damn rushed! So many projects to complete within such a short period of time. Business Communications is almost done but we haven't started on Business Statistics yet ):
More surveys and more reports!
I want to graduate fast! :D
Then Baby and me can go overseas, then we can stay together and study together and WAHAHAHA! So excited.

Andddddd....
Baby, I'm super proud of you (:
You do know this really means a lot, don't you?
It is the sweetest thing a boyfriend can ever do, be it for yourself or for us (:
Awwwwww.
This beats presents and everything la!
I love you! ETERNALLY (:

I AM DAMN SAD OK! ):

Ok anyway,
Baby and me met up with Wenda, then went town.
It's been ages since we last stepped into town OKAY!
The clothes was pretty tempting, I WANT TO SHOP! ):
And we saw lucinda mummy! I miss her and she is still as skinny as everrrr.

But...
CNY is going to be super boring without Baby!
So i am praying he will be able to come back on the 2nd as planned.
YAY! Hopefully my intuition will be right.
Then we went to have supper with weesiong at commonwealth.
Super super long chats.
and i keep falling asleep cause i was dead tired.

I MISS BABY! ):
alot alot alot alot alot alot.
I want to hug you everyday.
I want to cook for you!
I will take up cooking lessons then i will whip up delicious dishes! (:
Sounds tempting enough aye!

Oh, and reminds me of the chats.
I am a super possessive girlfriend and I want to see baby every single day!
But i am not able to meet him up everyday because he is all the way in taiwan ):
But people who have their other half in Singapore, only meet up once or twice per week! ):
HOW COME!
I understand the freedom and the personal-time-with-friends thing.
But how can meetups be restricted to a few days per week ):
Shouldn't they be bind up together, or glued? Cause thats exactly what i want. HEH.
It's pretty saddening ok, to my point of view.
What if they got married, then all of a sudden, they have to get used to seeing each other every single day and it becomes a 2 person thing. Then they feel all squirmy and uneasy, and then they will quarrel. GOSH ):
Then they should just stay put at their own place, don't move in together and meet up a few times per week.
IT SHOULDN'T BE LIKE THAT WHAT!
I want to meet Baby so badly but i don't have the chance to ):
While people have the chance but don't make good use of it.
ANGRY ):

COME BACK COME BACK COME BACK COME BACK.
This feeling sucks! It breaks my heart when i have to send him off to taiwan all the time.

He's playing Dota with his campmates now and i am watching Ugly Betty again, while waiting for him to reply my message. Gosh, if only he is here right now.
Hmph.

There's really alot of things to do! I need to start finding a project group for next semester and then i have to start mugging for exams. I want As! ):
And i don't want to lose to some particular people. So annoying. Haha!

OH AND VALENTINES! After CNY.
Don't know whether Baby will be back by then, hopefully yes.
And i need to get him something! ):
It took me super powers to push back the urge of telling him about the welcome box when he came back this time round. It was super super hard ok! But i wanted it to be a BIGBIG surprise. So when he comes back, i am going to lug the box to the airport. HAHA. I cannot wait to see his reaction (:
Oh, and Baby wants to watch P.S. I LOVE YOU. It's coming out on Valentines! :D

Okay, enough of presents. It's killing my brain cells. It's disappearing once i start thinking of stuff to buy, especially when it is so hard to think of presents for guys!

It'll be 5more days if his eot is on the 2nd.
And 26more days if it is on the 23rd.
OKAY. Making my blood boil when i think about it.
SAF nehnehpok ):

DORRIS...
Love her boyfriend.
Love her sisters.
Love her gapramiu'ce
Love her clique
Love her family
Love her boyfriend
Love her boyfriend
Love her boyfriend

I AM SO TIRED, I CAN SLEEP FOR 2DAYS! okay not, maybe 1day.

but the point is i'm very very sleepy. GR.

Eleanna's getting her results today. GOODLUCK SISTER!
This is so freaky, i understand how it feels, totally.
It reminds me of exams and i hate exams ):

Was at the funeral the past few days.
And last night, ahyong, wenda and potato went over too.
Had a casual chat and i started to realize.....
EVERYBODY IS GETTING OLDDDDDD! ):
There's so many decisions to make everyday and we are fully responsible for it ):
And and and...
houses, cars, children, marriage, so many things.
Being a kid is so much better, nothing to worry about.
HEH.
BUT i want to be with baby foreverrrrrr :D

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

ok, i ripped this off facebook. but it's meaningful! :D

I DON'T THINK I WILL BE ABLE TO FALL ASLEEP TONIGHT!

CAUSE I AM SUPER EXCITED! :D

All of a sudden, there seemed to be so many things to do.

Like what top goes with what, and what shoes goes with what (and whether it is sufficiently comfy) and then, what bags goes with what and what this goes with that and yada yada yada.

AND, of course.

Plans for the day and for the weekend! I keep thinking it's going to be friday tomorrow. Stupid Dorris! It's THURSDAY! GRRR!

And so, the postman woke me up this morning and the box i sent back form Taiwan like 1 and a half months ago, finally came! And i have no idea when is the rest going to come. Faster Faster!

I'm sooooo nervous and all NOW! And diana keeps laughing at me!
YOU ARE HAVING AN UNDERGROUND AFFAIR DIANA! I WILL TELL HEE! -EVIL(:

And there is so many CNY shopping to do! Diana and me was making this uber long list and she even catergorised it ok! She is so serious when it comes to shopping. And she better be clad in red on CNY, cause mango is so RED. Haha! And eleanna sister! The skinnies! with the dowager! YAY!

I AM A TOTAL NERVOUS WRECK NOW OKAY!

In around 2 weeks time, January will be over and then it will be february! And it'll be our 18th monthsary! :D
And then the 19th, 20th, 21st, 22nd, 23rd and then....2years!
I cannot believe time passes so fast ok! It literally flies.
And i will be taking my degree next year! YAY YAY YAY!
Ok, i am a tad bit crazy already.

I love you sister! You know who you are!

I feel like watching a musical or a dance at the theatre!
I haven't done that in a long time.
Ever since like early secondary school days and primary school.
But I cannot find of any show scheduled this month ):

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY WENDA!

and the photos as promised (:
not all, but it's still.....


And the crazyfreaks!
Janice, Shirlene, Dorris and eleanna!

OH AND GOOD NEWS! :D

OK. I AM NOT GOING TO POP THE BUBBLE.
JUST THAT I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY EXCITED AND HAPPY OKAY!

GOSHH. I THINK I WON'T BE ABLE TO FALL ASLEEP TOMORROW!

18 MORE DAYS!

And that is 2 weeks and 4 days!
GRR!

Okay.
So we celebrated Wenda's 21st advanced birthday today.
Had a BBQ.
And a huge cake fight. No, wait, a flour-egg-milk fight actually. Haha.
It was UGGHHHAHHHGAAAHHH!

But Baby was not there! ):

So i have to sing that loney song but it's not going to be long before he comes back! YAY!

It's been so long since the crazyfreaks got together!
And when we do, it is all the childish but fun games all over again.
Wahaha!
Like egg-egg, train-train and the "mi-mi-mi-rae-mi-fa-so-mi" game.
Oh! And the "5Ws, 1H & No huh and why" game.
Janice always lose in that game and had to run around the basketball court the other time.

Oh. And eleanna! You lost this time round!
Do not forget your catwalk OK!

ROYALS UNITED!
WHERE'S DOWAGER ELLESS! ):

I think XiaoJun and Eleanna looks very adorable here!


and here!


I MISS THOSE GIRLS!(:
gapramiu'ce, royal family, crazyfreaks!

GRR!
EVERYBODY IS SHOPPING FOR CNY CLOTHES!
& I haven't done my shopping yet! ):
Eleanna is going to show me the skinnys!

Ok, totally random.

There's so much to do before Baby comes back!
Spring-clean my room.
Re-pack/arrange the wardrobe.

Yada yada yada...

Am listening to Jay Chou's new album.
That Cowboy album.

And it reminds me of our 2weeks trip all around Taiwan last month.
We just kept playing this album over and over again throughout the car rides(:
Those scary mountain roads, foggy roads, nice sea views and all.
Awwwwwww.
Baby i miss you ):

I'm wondering what are you doing now.
I'm wondering whether you are okay.
I'm worried for you but i don't know how can i show it.

I just miss you!

And nobody has any idea how badly badly i want you back.

Especially,
when I take the bus to school every afternoon, and i see couples joking, hugging, holding hands.
Just normal things that couples, like us, do on the bus ):

Like how i used to get excited and jump around when class ends.
Even if it is just going home.
I still get to see you, sitting at the computer in your uniform.
Or when you are later than me, I will be walking down the dreaded hill ( Just that it did not seem that bad when you are here) to meet you.

And all the plans for dinner places and night activities.
We never seem to run out of things to do or places to go to.

I just really really enjoyed your company.

I caught the sunset with you.

I want to catch the sunrise with you.

I want to build a snowman with you.

I want to travel around the world with you.

I want to do everything with you.

3 more weeks exactly!
Can God make time pass faster ):

It sucks!

And the only happy thing that happened to me today is that fact that baby will be coming back on 2feb, afterall (:

School sucks, Projects sucks, exams sucks, almost everything sucks.

Was watching Ugly Betty and it was touching, period.
Like how that lawyer, Grace Chen turned out to be HOT and a TOP lawyer after graduation from college. And how the fact she waited for Daniel Meade for 12 WHOLE ENTIRE YEARS and how she closed herself out from passion and just throw all her energy into her work. Gosh, she is HOT.
Oh! And "Alexis" Meade (Transexual)! He-she wasn't THAT bad afterall. And people was totally awful towards her. Chill out people.

I am so into videos, nowadays. So it seemed to make time pass faster.
Obviously, it didn't. It just turned me into another monster. Sleeping early in the morning and all the way till 12pm before preparing for school and the same cycle just keeps repeating and repeating itself everyday.
BUT it's going to change. I told baby i will go to bed after talking to him every night and plus, i have tons o projets and assignments. They are evil people ok! 3weeks for so many assignments and I want my distinction! MUMBLES! ):

Alright alright.
I am going to bed now.
I have to keep my promise.
Ciao people.

):

IT'S NOT FAIR!

NOW I HAVE TO START COUNTINGDOWN ALL OVER AGAIN ):

& I HAVE TO ADD MORE DAYS, AT THAT!

IT SUCKS! GRRRR!

Baby is going to try his best and fight to come back before CNY! (:
& I'm praying that it works because I cannot wait till he comes back!
I MISS HIM TRUCKLOADS AND LOADS AND LOADS AND LOADS!
And we have so much plans for CNY! and crayon wants him back! and EVERYBODY wants him back!
Is that enough for a peitition or something?!

Baby, you are so going to love my welcome back giftpack! So excited. I can't wait to see your reaction! (:

I LOVE YOU.
ALWAYS HAVE, ALWAYS WILL :D

Ok, anyway!
I'm still feeling really shitty and upset.
GRRR.
& the fact that i just finished one entire packet of instant noodle, AT THIS TIME, do not make me ANY better.
I have no idea why but the word "anorexic" do appeals sometimes!
They look fab in almost any kind of clothings!
OKOK. IT'S BAD! WE SHOULD HAVE NORMAL MEALS AND STAY HEALTHY!
Install that in me, friends(:

GOD! I MISS MY BOY SO MUCH!
I totally felt like shit when i had to leave ok! And the only thing that actually cheered me up was that baby is going to come back on 27jan, then it was changed to 2feb THEN to 18feb.
NO WAY! ):
16days is HORRID! and after all the countdowns and the "baby-is-coming-back" mood, it's VERY HARD to accept the fact.
I'M DYINGGGGGG for him to come back! and i want to celebrate CNY with him ):
It's not going to be fun without him! I bet i will be moodless! ):
god, i even miss you kissing my arm cause you burned me with your cigg!

19 more days! :D
Till baby comes back and we have great plans awaiting!
2008 is going to be awesome(:

So we planned for ClubMed last year but we are still pretty unsure which one! HAHA.

Phuket
Bora Bora

Bintan

The Bintan one is super nice! awwww. Havent been to the other two but we will.....soon.
HAHA.

Baby's personal favourite is the BoraBora one! :D SUPERB! It makes me drool lah! Just by that introductory picture. I can imagine more to come.
And the bintan one! with eleanna and all! :D I can picture us canoeing, snorkelling, skuba diving, gossiping by the beach at night, and all together! GOSH I AM SOOOOO EXCITEDDDDD LAHHHHHH! and we will all come back fatter, the sinful international buffet! -evil smiles!
Phuket because we can hit bangkok after that! It's "on the way!"
LALALA.
OUR holiday! Bet we are going to so much fun and it will be unforgettable! teehee.

& I haven't forgotten the promise i made to shumei the other time she came back for her holidays!
Yes Yes. London! and we can take the train to Paris and we can go venice! Gondola rides! :D
I'm meltingggggg.

& Hong Kong end of the year then to taiwan again! HAHA.
I kind of miss it, in someway. Singapore is boooooring.
but i have eleanna and all here with me! but if baby is here then it will be.......puuuuuurfect:D

Going to finish the damn diploma this year so i guess it's almost time to think whats after that.
Got baby and me so stressed up! No way am i going away without baby EVER.
So we are compromising. HAHAHA.
America, London or Australia! GRR. Well, the bottom point is we need to apply! HAHA. but it's pretty fun just thinking about it. We'll get to stay together and study together and everything together!
but i will miss my crazyfreaks and gapramiu'ce and royals! ):

My blog feels super empty.
IT'S LACK OF PHOTOS! ):

I think life is really unpredictable, complicated and such.
You wouldn't know what will happen the next day, hour, minute or second.
& we spend most of our time worrying about stupid problems.
GRR.
Sooooo, I guess we have to learn to treasure our life and the people around us!

Well, thankyou FRIENDS(:
Especially gapramiu'ce, royal family, crazyfreaks, the clique and all!
& mr. boyfriend
Mr. boyfriend I LOVE YOU!

I'M BACK! :D

After one whole month in Taiwan, i'm finally back in Singapore.
Time passed so fast.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
HAPPY 2008! :D

Had so so so so so much fun with baby.
oh, and zhucheng came along as well! Steady right! (:
Hong Kong next ya!
Our 2weeks trip around taiwan is totally mamami-yaaaa :D
Car towed, gossiping around in the car, eating instant noodles with bread in the car when it is freezing outside, our nightclub adventure! :D

I think it bought baby and me closer to each other.
aww...sooooooo romantic please!
and the fireworks and countdown party at Taipei 101 is super super duper duper pretty!
It's the prettiest fireworks EVER! (:

Eleanna and xiaojun fetched me from the airport!
I was so happy to see them, my flight got delayed for an hour and they waited for me.
Baby sent me to the airport, we actually planned to have burger king for dinner but couldn't because i was late!
Till i saw the board that says that the flight has been delayed till to some operational thing.
HAHAHA! So we went for dinner! YAY.
SQ has the best service everrrrrrr! Jetstar totally suck. hahaha.