5 more days away from my awesome december!
Birthday, family trip & Christmas! What can be more fun & happening!

Loving my life right now, eventho there're tons of evil people around.
I don't even know you & I never ever spoke to you. Who gave you the right to talk nonsense about me, my life & my friends? Why don't you mind your own business, & stop minding mine?
The whole street hates you, wake up & stop being so childish. You're 37, not 7.

On a happier note, did a photoshoot with Zoe last sunday for march.
Everything was perfect, more than what I could ever ask for, it made everything worthwhile.

November is a good month till now, one of the best this year!
I hope sales will continue to grow better, and our expansion will get closer & closer.

The bad stuffs will never stop coming, will they?
Be it, people or situations.
But, I believe that rainbows come after rain, like once I read: -

"Every time it rains, it stops raining. Every time you hurt, you heal. After darkness, there is always light and you get reminded of this every morning but still you choose to believe that the night will last forever. Nothing lasts forever. Not the good or the bad. "

Ok, had a bad mood swing the past few days, I'm feeling much better now!

Been keeping myself busy with accounts, stock-taking, arranging for photoshoots, I love keeping myself busy. It keeps my mind off bad stuff, and bad people.

I believe in karma, hmpfh.

Went one round around town, and a lot of christmas decorations, food and goodies, are up already!
I have to repeat this a million times every year, I love christmas!
But, this year, will be my 21st birthday! So, I have 2 special occasions to celebrate this 2010!

The shop's doing good now, better. And, I hope it will keep getting better. Keeping some focus for the online store too, now. A lot of hard work, I hope it all pays off well!
There's also the opportunities that we took up, big & small ones. Gonna work hard towards it, and I will work towards your christmas present next year, Joel. Hahaha! Don't forget about mine!

Registering the business, it's a big step for me. Cause, it sort of means everything is on track now. Keep the train going, babies!






















I've this weird fetish for embellished dresses these days, i love the ASOS website now. I check back every few days, I think i'm going mad. Haha!

Once, I dreamt about my wedding. I'm a hopeless romantic, lovefool. I dreamt of white flowy dresses, happy faces, love songs, with all my friends & families to share my joy.
Then, we will have children, and then all live happily ever after. Just ourselves, in our own little house.

I thought it was easy.

And then, I grew up, just yesterday and I realized everything, was a lie.
There was no happily ever after. Nobody was willing to be a fool for anybody else. No pledge of love will ever stay unbroken.

I thought we all knew better. I thought we had something in common, to work towards the future together. I thought we were sure of the promises and compromises that we made. I thought I could trust you.

Trust takes time to build, but it only takes suspicions, not evidence to destroy it.
Mine has been destroyed more than I would like it to be, and I'm sorry, I really can't build it back anymore. I can't find the strength to do it back up, for it to be destroyed again.

It isn't much of a big deal, and I really don't feel anything anymore.
I am just disappointed, and a little hurt that I had to hear it from a friend, and you lied.
It's still a lie, no matter how many reasons and explanations I try to come up with for you, can't seem to fit into the picture.

I'm sick of living in denial.