shhhhh

2011-10-28T17:57:00.000+08:00

男人仅用几分钟做了爸爸，女人却要付出一生去做妈妈；男人做一顿早餐你会感激，女人却一日三餐餐餐不误；男人下班床上休息，女人下班厨房做饭；男人出门在外拈花惹草是生理需要，女人在家寻找心灵依靠是不守妇道；女人仅用步入婚礼殿堂的那一刻就会对你死心塌地，却用一生都换不来男人的从一而终

Go figure.

2011-09-13T03:11:00.003+08:00

CLAUDIA DRESS - MAROON

http://marchshop.livejournal.com/

I realized the world is such a complicated place.

I wonder why people always do things with motives, or being nice only when it benefits themselves. The world is such a selfish place, it's scary.

On to a brighter note, we just got back from bangkok awhile ago!

And guess who came with us this time round!

Favourite girl; Zeikei! (:
We had so much fun eating, shopping and just doing weird stuff. Can't wait for the next trip!
Hopefully no rain this time round though!

Zombie-fied last 2 weeks, it was a sleep and rise early week for us. No time left for anything else other than work work work. But I'm really happy and satisfied like every other time (:

Just launched a new collection!
Do check it out now (:

2011-08-16T05:49:00.003+08:00

Shu, this is for us!

Don't worry, cause everything is going to fall in place and it's going to be amazing.

Don't worry what kind of obstacles life will bring us.

Cause whenver we fall, we'll bounce up even higher than before.

No matter what kind of problems and people life throws at us.

We will get through them stronger than before.

And whatever happens, whenever and whoever.

I will always always be there for you, like I always been. I always will.

2011-08-14T17:58:00.003+08:00

Done with another collection, been a mad hectic week this time.
Am glad the website design is finalized, and very much hoping we can launch it in october.
Got to get down with the editorials, which we have been harping on for weeks.
Should be a good one, since the girls are on holiday which means an extra helping hand on everything.

Leaving for shanghai with shumei on wednesday, so next week will be an equally hectic one. I dread it, I hate not being around to handle stuff and the very detached feeling when we come back.
And another sourcing trip after shanghai, probably with zk, really hope you can make it! COCONUT ICE CREAM!
And another one in mid-september when daddy comes back. MY WHOLE YEAR IS FILLED.
Filled with madness, hectic, happiness and satisfaction.
Hope all these brings us enough motivation and ideas for our upcoming surprises, year end.
Manufacturing creative ideas, sometimes I feel time is really not enough. zzz.

Till then! Gonna have dinner and start invoicing!

2011-08-05T14:06:00.003+08:00

"有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆；有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，拼命想寻找一个出口；有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非；有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集"

I think we have changed. For the better or for the worse, I don't know and I don't dare to go analyze on it.

It's a sad thing really, but I know there're people around who truly cares, who are truly concerned on how and what I am doing. It just wasn't you, eventho you always claim that you do.

I have seen your colours. And they all said, it's not worth that to see your stupid colours.

Am I really that stupid to you?

I never wanted to shortchange you, I just wanted to swallow every misunderstanding and absorb all the shit so we can remain as friends.

I am stupid to even think of doing that.

You didn't care at all, all you ever care about was yourself and what you can gain out of people.

I feel sad for you now, today and in the future.

2011-08-03T21:32:00.002+08:00

BUSY WEEK!
Just had another shoot on Monday. Mad excited for the next launch.
Meanwhile, take a look at collection 27!
Ran out like a forest fire, haha!

I have this weird craze with popin cooking now!
I love the japanese for their weird quirks!
So many creative ideas! Am off to make my mini donuts! (:

2011-07-28T18:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY, DYLAN!

Time flies, it seemed like yesterday when he was just a small baby.
Ordered two customized cakes for him online, one for school and one for our party!
Reminds me of the cupcakes in the fridge still, shudders.
I'm pretty scared of fondant now, haha.
I bet ahyi is mad proud of dylan (:

YAY, new collection on sunday. Preparing editorial previews now.
And have to prepare for the next shoot and next few launches.
It's a never ending cycle but something I love doing so much.
Coming up with a whole list of something new, our whole team is in a mad frenzy so stay tuned! (:

2011-07-22T14:06:00.003+08:00

"Our friends should be companions who inspire us, who help us rise to our best"

Thank God I have inspiring and awesome friends.
I know sometimes I might be stubborn, sometimes I might be unreasonable.
But I truly thank you guys being there for me, wanting the best for me.
Friends forever sounds cliche? But, that's the only phrase applicable (:

Heading to the office to pack parcels, whole place in a big mess.
Cannot stand it, need to get more shelfs.
LOVING MY FRIDAY, MAD HAPPY.

2011-07-21T13:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY THURSDAY, BABIES!

One more day to the weekends, and three more days to the new collection!

Been on a frantic model search these few weeks, it's madness. Finally found a few suitable candidates and cannot wait for the shoot this weekend and next week too!

Coming out with more new and fresh ideas! We are all working hard on it especially Jolene and Zeikei, much love and thanks!

Oh, and there's been quite a few delayed mails, do send in your mails and let us know if you haven't received your parcel! We want your shopping experience with us a pleasant one!

2011-07-14T01:56:00.003+08:00

Been pretty obsessed with my tumblr, so much more easier to update and upload photos on the ipad!

http://pennedyn.tumblr.com

My template looks like shit, but I have no idea how to change it and am too lazy to do it.
Had dinner with Shu, Jun and Kelvin and Jpot, Vivo.
Should go more often, it's more healthy for me! Can't live without rice though, will die from cravings.
And invoicing and packing in the office at 2am in the morning, oh my god.
And there're stocks arriving early in the morning too, bless me.
Cheers to another day of packing new stocks, preparing for shoot on Friday and to more emails. I love doing this, I don't find it a chore, I just find time pretty hard to juggle sometimes.
So many thanks to Zeikei and Jolene, been a great help. I don't know what I will do without you two little monkeys.

Prettiest girlfriend doing a shoot for me before she leaves for UK for her graduation on Monday.
So more cheers to more pretty photos! I feel happy just by going through the whole album, I didn't even do much editing, other than the lighting.
Perfect, just like that (:

2011-05-20T03:58:00.002+08:00

"I have too many people that are worth my time to waste time on the people who aren't."

The weather's been mad hot and humid, dread to dress up yet hate being under-dressed.

Mad happy that daddy is back, more time to spend with us and vice versa.

I pray I will make enough money so that my parents can enjoy their lives without having to worry for my brother and I. In time to come, I hope.

Been doing the same routine day in and out.

Emails, packing, stocks, and invoices, I feel like a robot now.

Been viewing warehouses too, and hope to hold a warehouse/clearance sales soon! June holidays, cross fingers!

Finally taking some time off, for a family outing this Saturday!

SO NO EMAILS AND INVOICES.

Hmm, maybe some.

COLLECTION 20 LAUNCHING 20TH MAY 2011, 8PM! (:

So I guess Saturday will be playing and emails time!

***

2011-05-18T03:03:00.002+08:00

"Love is when you find someone who is your best friend and you can be yourself around them. It's when words can't come close to how you feel. It's when you know you are supposed to be together. And if you have to wait forever....you will."

***

I miss my best friend. Miss all the shit and conversations we have with each other.

Hang in there, shumei. It's gonna be over in 9 days (:

Babygirl, nothing in this world is fair.

But whatever goes wrong, you still have to move on, the world won't stop in their steps for you.

True friends hold your back, be there when you fall to help you up, to lift you higher when there's joy.

There will be all kinds of people trying to pull you down, but remember to be strong, keep your eyes open, and shake them away.

We will move on this tough road and overcome all sorts of obstacles together to enjoy what we truly deserve.

Happiness is more than just material wants, happiness is when you have family and friends to cry with, to laugh with, to celebrate and woe every single detail of your life with.

End of the day, we leave with memories with these people we hold so dear to.

Been a mad long time since I have updated this dead page, recently launched another new collection! Thank you for your continuous support and will continue to grow better (:

We have so much more in plans for you, and been mad busy with it.

Hope everything will be more than worth it, cross fingers!

2011-04-15T09:51:00.004+08:00

"She needed him, time and time again he disappointed her, he couldn't give her what she wanted because he loved someone else. She didn't want to lose him, but she knew what she had to do, because you can't love someone who doesn't care about you anymore no matter how much you convince yourself he does."

The difference between our story. We both knew, but I can't let go because you have been around for a long time, and you became a part of me and I won't know who I am anymore if you went away.

But, I can't forgive you.

I just can't.

2011-04-06T02:30:00.004+08:00

Livejournal just annoyed the hell out of me, but thankgod, everything is solved and I hope we didn't have much damage done. Prays.

"Sometimes you're afraid to become a couple because you're afraid of losing what you already have with that person. But life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever."

2011-03-28T03:48:00.002+08:00

That's the best revenge of all: Happiness

Nothing drives people crazier than seeing someone have a fucking good life.

***

Love lazy sunday, love brunch dates with the babies, love life, particularly.

Aliff's yummy mee soto & teh cino ice completes my hunger pangs all the time.

And, island cremery for the dessert cravings, PINGPONG MILO! I like the marshmallows, the rest beg to differ.

Mad busy with both the bs and shop, but I'm loving the routine! Gonna have to source for more soon, cannot wait.

2011-03-27T05:06:00.002+08:00

HAVEN'T UPDATED IN EONS!

March's been very busy. Photoshoots and launch every week, plus the stock taking trip early of the month! Standard routines everyday, getting a tad mundane but still satisfying.

Love this anniversary month, and am sure we will be able to improve it next year and follow.

Bangkok trip in another week, plus taiwan in another 3 weeks.

I predict next month is going to be rush hour, throughout. Need another sourcing trip, had no wonder stocks ran out so fast this month, mad happy!

Miss babygirl and diana loads. Hope they are having fun in Hongkong and Jarkarta, respectively. Two lucky bitches.

Shu too, back for the month, love to catch up, study hard babe.

Am holding the babies close to my heart, ever so thankful for their presence in my life.

Thinking and looking back at the people who walked past my life, some left really deep footprints, and some hurt me so much. Hurt is hate, in my context, that super fine line apart.

I have learnt to let it go though, wishing one day, you might let it go too.

2011-02-08T02:31:00.002+08:00

I hope February treats me well.

Alot of plans waiting to be carried out, for the blogshop and for the shop.
Pondering whether to take up and open another shop.
Yes, I think I should. Everybody thinks we should.
I wanted things to be more stable, but sometimes we need to be impulsive for business i guess.

And also, holiday plans are all set!
Aww, Glenda must be counting all the way till April.

Gonna catch some sleep before opening tomorrow!
POST CNY SALES, STARTING 8 FEB! (:

2011-02-04T17:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
Pray all of us will HUAT through this whole year (:

I love CNY!
I love family gatherings, I love all my cousins, all my aunts & uncles, every single one of them.
Teehee, also the yearly gambling affair.

I pray this year will be a better year, let me huat huat.
Let MARCH huat huat!

2011-02-02T06:00:00.002+08:00

I always thought time proved how strong or true love is.

Not until now.
Now, I believe a relationship involves 2 person who is united enough to overcome all obstacles and still emerge strong, after.

I used to care, too much.
And now it's not important, I don't care.
And no matter how long this thing we have go, I still won't.

2011-01-31T07:35:00.002+08:00

I don't believe in love.
I don't believe in future.
I don't believe in you.

I believe in the present.

I doubt we will ever be the same again because I gave up.
We're doing what we are doing because we are just stubbornly holding on.

2011-01-20T06:34:00.002+08:00

Back from an impromptu trip to bangkok last week.
Jet off, without sleep for 2 days. Zombie-fied.
But to please Jordus, we still party & party & party after a long day of shopping.
Had one of the best nights of my life, much love!

Been mad busy with the shop & the blogshop, must be due to the mad rush of CNY.
But, I'm loving it. I'm making sure I have a good long rest after this month, phew.

Ok, and right now. I'm falling asleep in front of the screen. Going to die now.
GOOD NIGHT!

XOXOXO.

2011-01-07T05:23:00.002+08:00

Still waiting for the fat slug to come home. Annoying fat slug.

Just finished packing the parcels to be mailed out, love receiving emails now.
Continue flooding my email, I will reply every single one!

Contemplating to change my hairstyle, for 124423148 years, I never got round to it though.
I don't have straight hair, so I'll look like a mushroom if I chop it off.
My brother hates bob hair. And, I will have to blow it every morning, plus rebonding.
The work is putting me off ):

SIGH, BIG SIGH.

2011-01-03T20:37:00.002+08:00

A BRAND NEW YEAR, A BRAND NEW START.

I hope this year, I'll stick to my resolutions & achieve my goals. I bought an organizer & weekly planner & very determined to fill up everyday with plans & details.
Just did a photoshoot with Zoe on thursday, launching a new collection on the 5th (wednesday)!

The year started off on a very pretty note, with all of us earning money, a very very memorable new year. I won't forget this forever, I swear. Haha! I still cannot believe I'll be turning 22 this year. I'm old ):

2010-12-29T20:19:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Been a helluva week, mad busy with the shop, blogshop, mailings, stocks.
It's a never-ending cycle, but my drive's back. Thankyou God.

Gotta head to BKK next week, I suppose.
So much more to do before I come to a date as to when to leave.
Only 3 more days left of 2010, 2011 will be better & brighter!

Planning for next year's trips already!
Daddy's not going to come back for CNY, so we'll probably take a short family trip to Bali!
& our yearly retreat (cannot forget), Mummy's in love with Taiwan already, wahaha! But I want somewhere different :( I still love taiwan but we could try somewhere else for a change.

Ahhh, whatever it is.
I hope 2011 will be good for you too, 2010 has been such a great year, filled with ups & downs, but truly a learning journey.

******

2010-12-20T03:03:00.004+08:00

Just done another shoot with Zoe today, for the next collection!
Collection 8 will be launching on the 23rd!

Woo! Another 5 more days to christmas and my week is fully packed already, filled with good people & things.
Haven't done my christmas shopping, couldn't take any time out to shop properly plus town's mad packed, & as much as I love the spirit, I hate the queues equally too.

Love this H&M lanvin dress. I love party dresses, have a fetish for "pompom" dresses. I feel special in them. Will anyone be kind enough to get them for me, please?

Credits: fashiontoast

2010-12-16T04:59:00.005+08:00

Had dinner with Angeline & fatpig at White Rabbit last night, like a belated birthday dinner.
I love the place! But the dim lights make me feel so sleepy.
I was wrong about bite-sized food not being able to fill me, I was so full after the whole course.
The pan-fried foie gras is, love.
I stole 2 bites of skinny angeline's & I took all of fatpig's. I cannot help myself & I know they won't mind, HOR? Haha.

Halfway through the week already.
Just came back from a random supper trip to JB, pretty shagged out.
Gonna prepare for the photoshoot this coming sunday.
Next week's going to be so packed, I need more time! 24 hours never seem to be enough ):

December is coming to an end already, a new year is coming!
Reviewing my 2010, & start planning for 2011.
There'll be rocks & stubbles on the way, but I'm sure we'll all get through it, stronger than before.

Have a safe flight & enjoy yourself, darling! Xoxo, can't wait to see you on christmas eve, with the rest.

Good night, love.

2010-12-14T15:31:00.003+08:00

Was supposed to have a photoshoot, but stupid studio was so disappointing ):
So, had lunch at Marche. Love jovene's new hair!
I want it so badly too but I'll look like a mushroom so i'll be good staying with my wig.

I love my pufferfish face, & I love how Jordus's camera makes me look so pretty! I didn't sleep OK! I was playing mahjong the whole night, and morning, zzz.
I almost fell asleep while eating, anw.

Anw! Collection 7 is launched!
http://marchshop.livejournal.com (:
Had the shoot the day before we left for HK, and it was so rush, so just a mini collection.
Another shoot with zoe this sunday, I'm already so hyped up. I decided what to shoot already! Stupid kiasu me.

Loving my december, except for one stupid day which ruined everything. I remember ah, don't think you can get through it. I will never forget, just waiting for you to make it up to me.
Believe in miracles. I believe God opens a window whenever he close a door, but it's up to us to search for the right way.
And, we found it, we found it, we found it! I'm hugging it to sleep every night now, & this is such a good opportunity, i'm laughing to myself while typing this. I cannot help it.

Hope december will be a good month for all of you too.
MERRY CHRISTMAS! (I think my brother is sick of my joyous christmas spirit, i repeat that i love christmas for at least 3 times a day).

2010-12-03T17:04:00.002+08:00

It's a rainy friday. I hate rains, can't plan for anything, spoiler!
I woke up to alot of email, made my day! Dancing around the house now, floating everywhere else.

I'm craving for KOI! Haven't tried gong cha, is it better?!
Bad tummyache, the worst kind. The ones that cannot be cured.

On the other note,
Daddy's coming back tomorrow.
Gonna give him a big surprise at the airport tomorrow! Cannot wait, cannot wait.
LOVE DECEMBER.
All good things happen in december.
And, it's CHRISTMAS (know I keep repeating this, I cannot help myself).

Have to start planning for christmas, baby.
I keep saying I need to get a christmas tree, but I couldn't find the time out to get one nice one for 4 years ):
They used to have alot of christmas fairs at shopping malls in November and December. But why do I not see them around anymore ):
WHERE IS THE SPIRIT.

2010-12-03T07:50:00.006+08:00

Been sick for the past few days, keep coughing & coughing. I hate it.
I thought I could make a trip to Bangkok before HK, but I'm scared of the air pressure which hurts my ears when I'm heaty.
Very annoyed.
And, now I'm scared I won't recover before I leave for HK. The weather will make the cough worse. But, I'm very very excited. I love family trips & daddy's coming back tomorrow! What can be better (:

Another shoot with Zoe last sunday!
I've alot to improve on my photography skills! The photos are all slanted, thank god for photoshop!
Keep the emails coming in, will continue to reply emails when i'm overseas!
The new collection is launched! Do take a look! http://marchshop.livejournal.com.
Can't wait for the next photoshoot tomorrow for muse & march. EXCITED MAX.

It's my favourite month again.
FA LA LA LA LA, LA LA LA LA! It's the season to be jolly!
I love christmas! More than my own birthday but this year it's different.
It's my 21st, both equally important.
I cannot sit still during december, I've to do something! GRRR.

2010-11-25T04:14:00.003+08:00

5 more days away from my awesome december!
Birthday, family trip & Christmas! What can be more fun & happening!

Loving my life right now, eventho there're tons of evil people around.
I don't even know you & I never ever spoke to you. Who gave you the right to talk nonsense about me, my life & my friends? Why don't you mind your own business, & stop minding mine?
The whole street hates you, wake up & stop being so childish. You're 37, not 7.

On a happier note, did a photoshoot with Zoe last sunday for march.
Everything was perfect, more than what I could ever ask for, it made everything worthwhile.

Check it out!
http://marchshop.livejournal.com

Gonna start packing the stocks & mail them out tomorrow! It's going to be a long long day & I haven't had much sleep these past few weeks. Poor panda eyes ):

2010-11-16T04:50:00.003+08:00

November is a good month till now, one of the best this year!
I hope sales will continue to grow better, and our expansion will get closer & closer.

The bad stuffs will never stop coming, will they?
Be it, people or situations.
But, I believe that rainbows come after rain, like once I read: -

"Every time it rains, it stops raining. Every time you hurt, you heal. After darkness, there is always light and you get reminded of this every morning but still you choose to believe that the night will last forever. Nothing lasts forever. Not the good or the bad. "

2010-11-10T05:20:00.003+08:00

Ok, had a bad mood swing the past few days, I'm feeling much better now!

Been keeping myself busy with accounts, stock-taking, arranging for photoshoots, I love keeping myself busy. It keeps my mind off bad stuff, and bad people.

I believe in karma, hmpfh.

Went one round around town, and a lot of christmas decorations, food and goodies, are up already!
I have to repeat this a million times every year, I love christmas!
But, this year, will be my 21st birthday! So, I have 2 special occasions to celebrate this 2010!

The shop's doing good now, better. And, I hope it will keep getting better. Keeping some focus for the online store too, now. A lot of hard work, I hope it all pays off well!
There's also the opportunities that we took up, big & small ones. Gonna work hard towards it, and I will work towards your christmas present next year, Joel. Hahaha! Don't forget about mine!

Registering the business, it's a big step for me. Cause, it sort of means everything is on track now. Keep the train going, babies!

I've this weird fetish for embellished dresses these days, i love the ASOS website now. I check back every few days, I think i'm going mad. Haha!

2010-11-09T05:23:00.002+08:00

Once, I dreamt about my wedding. I'm a hopeless romantic, lovefool. I dreamt of white flowy dresses, happy faces, love songs, with all my friends & families to share my joy.
Then, we will have children, and then all live happily ever after. Just ourselves, in our own little house.

I thought it was easy.

And then, I grew up, just yesterday and I realized everything, was a lie.
There was no happily ever after. Nobody was willing to be a fool for anybody else. No pledge of love will ever stay unbroken.

I thought we all knew better. I thought we had something in common, to work towards the future together. I thought we were sure of the promises and compromises that we made. I thought I could trust you.

Trust takes time to build, but it only takes suspicions, not evidence to destroy it.
Mine has been destroyed more than I would like it to be, and I'm sorry, I really can't build it back anymore. I can't find the strength to do it back up, for it to be destroyed again.

It isn't much of a big deal, and I really don't feel anything anymore.
I am just disappointed, and a little hurt that I had to hear it from a friend, and you lied.
It's still a lie, no matter how many reasons and explanations I try to come up with for you, can't seem to fit into the picture.

I'm sick of living in denial.

2010-10-18T02:01:00.001+08:00

I'm disappointed & upset, all over again.
I really don't want to bother or care anymore.

Missing you is my hobby, caring for you is my job, make you happy is my duty, and loving you is my life. -Patricia Marx

Now I hate my life.

2010-10-17T17:03:00.002+08:00

I hope the haze from the sumatra fire clears up, the weather is crazy.
Lazy sunday, having a bad stomachache but I haven't ate anything so it shouldn't be the food, OUCH.

I don't really know what I want to do now.
I just wanna walk around, chill, away from every single thing.
Desserts is not a bad idea at all, it always cheer me up from anything.
Do you go to a special place when you're upset? I do.
But people who really know me will know where -.- so it's not v special afterall.

HUNGRY. But, I want to lose weight.
My mom keep pinching my fats. I gained 3kg, i know. But I thought it wasn't ALOT, but she changed my mind. She asked me to go to the market, buy 3kg worth of meat, and see how much is it. Ok, now I know how much had been added to my short frame, it's fucking ALOT.
I'm trying, it's easier now cause I don't really have an appetite to speak of.

2010-10-16T15:37:00.006+08:00

Things been crazy lately.
Just got back from our tw/hk trip, it was fun as usual, & I'm actually starting to like hk better.
But all the fun's gone for now, I'm so confused and messed up with everything.
I need to come up with a more concrete plan for stock-taking, maybe later.

The next collection (http://marchshop.livejournal.com) is launched, & I love this photo so much, so natural and happy.
And, I love the dress too. The colour is sooooo nice, I swear.

There're so many turning points in life, & I am so thankful for all these new opportunities.
When God closes a door, he will definitely open another and when we lose something, it's making room for something better. It's not easy but things which are worthwhile, will never be easy.

However, I'm in such a messed up state now, I don't know where to start to correct.
And, a fever & flu is not going to help too, stupid weather, it's like living in an oven ):
So, please drink more water.
I want to do grocery shopping too, there's no food at home and I can't starve.
But, I'm not going out, I just don't feel like.

2010-09-30T14:42:00.002+08:00

I'm getting more excited than ever, with our plans.

Jonathan & Joel's full of quirky ideas, but i've ultimate trust in them and all of us.
The more I have to work harder in every aspect.

Life's been better than ever, more stuff planned and lined up, more organized than ever.
A few people glitches here & there, but I won't let it affect me more. In fact, it's giving me the motivation I badly need every now & then.

I was in a total mess previously, like a confused state cause of all the overwhelming things that's starting to come into my life.
But, i'm accepting and adapting to the changes so I would say, things are getting much better now, the mood swings are getting lesser, and I'm good, everything's better than ever.

We've all come to learn a harsh lesson on life.
Things that're worth their while are never easy, and things just keeps improving, so we all have to keep moving.
Amidst all the politics & work, I'm glad I've friends who never fail to be there for me, to provide me with advice, motivation and reminders constantly. I've faith in all of us, and I believe our plans will grow & prosper. I cannot be more thankful to have you guys with me, XOXO.

Thankyou, for making me who am i now, and who i'll grow to become, HUGS!

2010-09-27T15:32:00.002+08:00

Back from sinful bangkok.
2tonnes heavier, 2 tones darker, 2 full luggages, and 2 times more broke than ever.

And baby's flying off to bangkok again, in another 2.5 hours.
I haven't been away from him any more than 1 day since Taiwan, apart from the LA trip. I feel so uneasy now. Yes, I'm a control freak.

Gonna get some serious work done these 2 days!
I need to go collect photos, and photoshoot on friday! And my stocks give me a bad headache everytime I look at them, but I love all of them so much. Love-hate relationship. I promise you'll love the new collection! Sex-citeddddd!
Prolly some good rest too, my eye bags can fill water now. I need to start taking care of my skin, and try to be more hardworking when dressing up, hmm.

2010-09-16T04:02:00.002+08:00

The airline just mailed me and inform a change of flight timing.
Gosh, spoilt our much perfect plan ):
I need a good get-away, really bad.

Been really lazy and slacked away this week, I cannot do that anymore.
Stuck in the shop for 9-10 hours, godddddd.
I just keep eating and sit and eat and sit, I'm fat like a ball again, I cannot stand myself.
I need to go to the gym.....soon, as soon as I find the time.
Ok, I will find.

Hope September will continue to be better!
I believe all these are moulding us to become stronger people, and the obstacles is making us better.

2010-09-08T14:21:00.002+08:00

I want more stocks, more stocks.
I should stop being so soft-hearted, and wholesale works in a weirdly weird way ):
Do not SAI-NAI me, I hate it.

Photoshoot tomorrow, excited! I can't wait to launch another collection.
The previous collection was good, take alot of work, now I know.
Well, better than playing mahjong, hmm, repetitive life. At least, I'm putting my time to good use. I still need to try to make more time out to spend quality time with the darlings and my family. Oh, and school too, but other than that, I belong to March. Haha.
Have to save for bigger, better things (:

Things that are worthwhile was never easy. I hope, things will get better and better.
Obstacles and challenges won't get us down, I guess it'll only make us stronger and better than before.

*****

Time is scary.
It's September and we are almost half way through the month already. Argh, the same cycle ):

2010-09-05T18:12:00.006+08:00

Hi-tea at Rose veranda with darling.

Haven't met her in so long, an it just feels so good to talk to her.

I wanna do this more often, and we will.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO!

2010-09-04T04:12:00.002+08:00

Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect, it just means you've choose to look beyond all the imperfections.

We choose and mould our lives to be perfect for ourselves.
There was never any standards, we make the standards.
But, over many other things, I chose to be with the people I'm comfortable with, people I don't have to put up any front with, people who love me for who I am.
Doing things that I want, so I can savour the satisfaction and motivation it gives.
And, just leading life the way I like it to be.

I'm not perfect.
I've had bad relationships, bad friendships, made bad decisions, and bad judgements.
But, we only grow by making mistakes.
If we don't change, we won't grow, and if we don't grow, we're not really living.

There's no more time for silly childish games.
Don't expect me to make any effort when you don't make any.
Don't expect to receive and not give any.

Thank you, because I've learnt to treasure.

*****

On a happier happier note, my babies are here, and I'm busy packing and typing at the same time.
Arranging shoots and advertorials now, really really want this to work out well.
I cannot cannot stop checking my emails every passing second, haha.
It's becoming an obsession.

MY OBSESSION WITH MY EMAIL, haha.

2010-08-28T17:13:00.002+08:00

Finally, launched.

I was really worried, cause I've no idea what to put in, and whether the pictures are clear enough, yada yada yada.

I occupied myself with all these for the whole entire day.

Caught grown ups with the guys last night.

Awesome show, I like and the girls are hot, much to the enjoyment of the boys.

Super funny show. Favourite comedy of the year.

Beats PCK without having to raise any hands.

My tags and stocks should be on their way to me now.

I hope nothing goes wrong, I'm skeptical with shipping. I hate it when my babies have to leave my hands ):

Gotta arrange for another photoshoot when the babies are here. YAY, jumps jumps jumps.

2010-08-27T05:04:00.002+08:00

Finally done editing all the photos!
Please forgive me, cause the photos editing really like sai but I shall practice more.
Practice makes perfect, right!

I WANT TO KILL MYSELF.
I REALLY REALLY WANTED TO GO FOR JEFF CHANG'S CONCERT.
^%^$%#*(*)()
Too late for regrets -.-

2010-08-26T18:57:00.002+08:00

It's a thursday already, it's almost another week gone.
And, before I know it, it's already August!
We're in our 6 months mark, and I'm feeling real good about it.
Eventho we are not superb, but we improved alot and I learnt so much. I believe I grew more independent as well.

I have so much more to give, and I hope the results will be much more significant.
Everything happens for a reason, good or bad.
So ride the obstacles, and grow stronger.
Fend for ourselves (:

August's been a good month, I hope september will be better, or as good!
Finally, after months of procrastinating, our blogshop is finally running.
Our first official launch tomorrow, friday 27 August, at 8pm sharp.
Do check it out ok!
I spent alot alot of effort on it, and I pray my efforts will prove its worth.
PRAY PRAY PRAY.

2010-08-17T05:03:00.002+08:00

Happy 21st birthday, dear!
Grow up already, old girl.

Nice, nice! (:

Been catching dramas the whole 2 night, damn tired.
Daddy will be coming back today! YAY.
Haven't seen him in ages, gonna go out for big dinner.
FOOD, FOOD, FOOD AND MORE FOOD!

Haven't been feeling super good these few days, I wonder whether it's cause I haven't been sleeping and eating properly.

GO SLEEP.
GOOD NIGHT XOXO

2010-08-16T03:50:00.002+08:00

Will be leaving on Wednesday, but will be back on Saturday!
Daddy & mummy thinks the trip is too short, and wants to extend. I want to extend too ):
But, I've a photoshoot on Sunday and this is very very very important to me.
Maybe, I'll leave them both there to enjoy themselves, haha!

Motivated.
Next week's schedule will be super packed, satisfied muchmuch!
Be and do better. YAY!

Trying to control my diet, but I just keep eating, non-stop.
I cannot resist food, of all kinds. Yummy. Especially sweet stuff, HUGE sweet tooth!
The fat boy been swimming all the way and controlling his diet. His friends all said he slimmed down ok! HMPFH.

2010-08-15T16:57:00.003+08:00

It was eleanna's 21st birthday party last night.
Pretty, and super busy.
She was just running around, giving out cakes, and talking to guests.
I hope you had fun, and love the present I got you, now I'm hanging to your chest everywhere you go (:

The gift might not be very expensive, but your friendship to me, is priceless.
You know, you know, bitch!

I LOVE YOU.
OLD LADY.

XOXOXO.

2010-08-13T15:17:00.007+08:00

YAY, finally managed to kop the bkk pictures from Jordus.

I get this adrenaline rush when I look through all the photos, I wanna go back there again!

Who wants to come with me?!

JJ MARKET.

The shopping was good, but the first thing that came to my mind, was the coconut ice-cream and the roti prata. It's so good, ok! Singapore don't have such yummy stuff ):

The weather was mad hot, and crazy but we still had a blast.

Awww, I miss the wanton mee, we have it almost everyday we were there.
HEAVEN. Yummy.
Till september, I cannot wait (:

***

Taking a break from steaming the new stocks, and I look like a deranged mad woman ):

I'm hungry and thirsty. BAD.

Will anybody kind buy me food now? Haha.

I've been a lucky girl, feel so loved. People always buy me food when they drop by. Thankyouuu. HAHAHA!

I think it's raining outside now, and I don't think i like it.

Rain, rain go away, let the crowd come in. It's friday! (:

For the rest, please prepare your snorkeling equipments and stand guard outside liat towers!

I wonder whether they've finished setting up the "water doors".

I haven't been around town for quite awhile, tortoise ):

Eleanna the bitch's birthday party tomorrow. I can't wait! Still got to go for one last round before finally deciding what to buy. I'm fickle-minded, i know. But it's a present, the least I could do is to make sure she'll like it.

So sincere! (:

But dear, don't be stressed. I'm sure your party will be good, and we'll all enjoy ourselves.

Alot more catching up to do!

If you need any help, or need anything, just give me a buzz ok!

I'll be 24/7 on duty from now on (:

It's your birthday, don't be upset over who will or will not be there.

We all have no time, we make time.

*****

2010-08-12T20:00:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday, Jessica! (:

Phew, been mad busy trying to get everything on my list settled before I leave on the 18th.
Have to get custom paperbags and a whole long list of other things.
And, the good news is, I've found a perfect model for the blogshop (:
Shoot was supposed to be this saturday, but the studio had some lighting & background problem, so I have to change it to next sunday instead. However, the good news is, there'll be a whole truckload of new stocks, and so the collection will be fantastic!

So, I suppose the blogshop will be up and running by end of august, roughly around 24th!
So, please do keep a look out! (:

***
It's already thursday! It'll be the long awaited friday for many, for me too.
Time really pass faster than I can imagine ):
And, in another 4months, will be my 21st birthday!
I haven't thought of where and what will I be doing, but I suppose I just really want those people whom I care and love and made me who am I today, to be with me.
I can't really imagine myself an adult. Eventho, some might think it's just another birthday, a different number but my 21st will mean ALOT to me ok!

Cause, i believe people who are there with you for your 21st, will walk through your whole life with you.

Ohwell.
Eleanna's 21st party on saturday. I'm gonna walk through your life with you, bitch. HAHA.

2010-08-11T16:52:00.002+08:00

Love pearly (:

Finally, but I only managed to kop 1 photo from Jordus.

I look hideous but I will put the blame on the SUPER hot, humid and sticky weather.

But, I love the hat and that little straw bag.

I miss bangkok now.

I miss lugging back our buys back to the hotel.

I miss the packing sessions at the end of the day.

I miss MASSAGE.

My body is going to fall apart ):

I felt skinny this morning, cause I managed to not have supper last night.

BUT, I AM FEELING FAT NOW.

Cause, I just drank oil (koi) ):

I need to have a food feast soon, any place to suggest?!

Another one more week to go!

2010-08-10T17:37:00.002+08:00

SO MANY THINGS TO DO, SO LITTLE TIME!

I got to strive harder, and I pray that things will go smoothly for me, us, and for MARCH too.

March is my little baby, and I want nothing but the best for it.

Shu and Jeraldine flew off to Bangkok today.

Be safe, dears.

I wanna go Bangkok too, but priority over pleasure ):

Seventh month is here again, I hope this month will pass quickly.

I tend to think over it alot, and it freaks me out.

HAHA. But, really looking forward to another stock-grabbing trip with the parents, and cannot wait for daddy to be back!

Haven't seen him in months! ):

***

Went camping at Pulau Ubin on sunday with bernard, lianshen, zhucheng and the fat boy paul.

Aw. It feels good to be away from the city once in awhile eventho my legs are still aching from the excessive cycling.

I haven't exercised in ages, I need to start exercising on a more regular basis.

I need to lose the extra pounds on my body.

I can feel the fats bounce whenever I jump, and it irks me.

My to-do list haven't been so long ever since my secondary school days.

But, it feels good when it piles higher.

Satisfied.

I don't know what the future holds for me, my friends, my relationship or MARCH.

But, I want to make it bigger and better than ever.

And, keep and outdo all my resolutions that I made this year.

*****

2010-08-05T15:30:00.002+08:00

OMYG. I hate my twitter now, it's so annoying.
First, it was my display picture, then all my followers and the people I'm following disappeared.
I don't want to do it all over again, it's upsetting ):

Drove in to JB with the guys last night! First time, for such a huge group.
Fun! The more, the merrier (:
Huge dinner, and shisha after, our usual routine.
I feel so guilty now, after all that I ate.
I gained 3 fucking kgs, I've been repeating that for the umpteen time, I still cannot believe I still had 2 bowls of rice -.-
STOP EATING, DORRIS.
I really really need to lose weight. Ok, shut up.

August's been great till now, I hope it will continue to get better eventho the chinese seventh month is coming.
It won't make much of a difference, people. You're not going to stop clubbing, or attend concerts or go for parties, so it really won't make much of a difference, just continue to go shopping! HAHAHA.

My dearest pig, Jordus is gonna go for army end of this month.
I'll miss you loads! All your nonsense too ):

2010-08-04T14:43:00.002+08:00

Back from my super last minute trip for stocks.
Lots of new designs in store. arranging for shoot now. BIG HEAD.
I hope I can get it done ASAP, I've been a good girl.

New stocks gives me this unknown energy, I feel happy all over.
I'm weird and I'm a big blur sotong.
Still cannot get over the fact that my BB is gone, could have uploaded pictures so easily ):
I forgot to buy new pretty hangers, and and and. Ahhh! So damn pissed.

So many things to do now, and FIGHT for money.
Everything is about money, the whole world's about money.
WORK HARDER, DORRIS.
All this is NOT ENOUGH.
I tend to emo when I read motivational quotes, eventho it really does helps, i just add on more pressure on myself more than ever.

Ok, note note.
Hangers, tags, namecards, sale board, daily accounts, shoot.
My stomach just turned.

I don't really care about having fun now. I think seeing march do well is enough pleasure for me.

XOXOXOXOX

2010-07-30T19:30:00.002+08:00

Life's been treating me good.
My whole head's filled with expansions, and how to make MARCH better.
Little little actions make impacts, undeniable.

And, I'm more determined than ever to make MARCH better and bigger.
I feel so blessed, everybody's been giving me so much support, even my brother.
Even my mom, who nags at me every day, and almost, every hour. She puts me down, almost all the time but I know that's her way of giving me motivation to do better.

I have to do better.

2010-07-28T01:32:00.003+08:00

Busy busy busy busy, but I love being busy, beats having nothing to do anytime.
Changes and decisions are made, and carried out. Totally in love with our new system, organized and transparent.
Like the saying goes, "You reap what you sow", so I believe things will continue to become better, and March will climb higher and higher.

Tags, and manufacturing designs.
My head's going to burst, but I feel so high doing all of these.
I cannot help praising myself, i know. Haha.

I like this, but I hate how all the shorts have sizes and how elastic ones won't be as nice for this particular design.

Awwwww

2010-07-26T15:35:00.002+08:00

I need to chase away all my lazy bugs, and start uploading photos.
I lost my precious blackberry, and now I can't tweet, and I feel super annoyed.
TOTALLY DISCONNECTED FROM THE WORLD ):

Ok, the good news is, the photos will be ready, latest by wednesday.
Which also means that the blogshop will have a new collection latest by wednesday too.
So, I reckon this week will be a busy week too.
Keep it coming! (:
Been so busy with myself the whole week.
Gonna make some time out for my dearest! Heee, and JORDUS too, cause he's going for army in less than a month. Opps!
You'll be fine, dear. Army isn't going to eat you up.

CAN'T WAIT TO SEE DADDY IN A FEW WEEKS.
LOVE YOU! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox : D

2010-07-19T15:33:00.002+08:00

BACK FROM BANGKOK!
Had a blast, & came back with tons of really really nice stocks.
Will steal Jordus's photos after he uploads them! (-@-)
My poor camera is still in hibernating mode, aww.

Life's been good.
Plans packed, and I feel so productive this month, always good to have something planned and organized.
Planning more photoshoots, cause I've finally mastered the livejournal skills from master jordus. Many thanks, dear (:

I love this month, cause I've put all the procrastination into actions, and it proves to be working!
So, I'll not let it all stop here. JIAYOU (:
Soaring to greater heights, never easy but never impossible too.

2010-06-30T19:19:00.008+08:00

HELLO!

I AM A COMPUTER IDIOT!

So super annoyed, with the zip files and livejournal.

I can't get the size and the fonts I want, and I am really annoyed.

And all this makes me more hungry than ever!

I have to stop eating so much. I need to go jogging too!

I need all the determination I can get.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JJ!

Went for JJ"s birthday party last friday, with darling & Joel.

YOU 2 SO FULL OF SHIT. HAHAHA.

Look at my arms ):

SIGH.

I'll be back.

I need to find some way to cure my boredom,

2010-06-12T16:18:00.001+08:00

今天期中考，学校早一点放学，我打了通电话给他。
　　
：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载我回家好不好？　　
：好，等我五分钟。　　
：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁边耶。　
：我总要打扮一下啊。　　
：好啦，快一点喔。　

下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血，我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。　
五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高兴，十分钟过了，他还没到..，该不会出了什么事吧？
呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴，十五分钟过了，他总算到了。
　
：怎么这么慢？　　
他一副无所谓的样子说：没啊，看个电视。　
什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？
我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。　　
：对不起。　　

这是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭色，我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。　　
他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起，有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去，他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。　　
认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时，我流着泪，低下头说：你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起。　　
虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。　　

：你最近怎么了？　　
：没有啊。　　
：那你为什么心情不好？　　
：没有啊。　　
：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？　　
：...对不起。　　
：我不要听你说对不起。　　
我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，也许，我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。　　
从那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给我，有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，但是我喂了几声，就挂了，有一种直觉是他，但是他为什么都不说话？一个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。　
　
：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？　　
：他休学了。　　
：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？　　
：他已经一个月没来了。　　
：...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？　　

我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。　　他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。
　　
：喂，你还在干嘛啊？　　
：什么？　　
：ㄚ伟在医院啦。　　
：真的？他怎么了？　　
：没有啦，他在○○医院，就是你上次住的那一家。　　
：我马上去。　　

我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，在医院看到了他****和妈妈，我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。　　
他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。
　　
：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？　　
他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。　　：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？　　
他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角　　：...对不起...。
说完，他闭上了眼睛。　　：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。　　

我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。　　这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他，我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。　　他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。　　
他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。　　
过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，里面装的，是一百张照片，每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。　　第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？第二次对不起?老婆，我.......... 　　第三次对不起，老婆，我... 　　................................ 　　............................ 　　................... 　　................ 　　........... 　　......... 　　..... 　　第一百次对不起，老婆，我不是狠心要丢下你，只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子，为你带上戒指，你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩，也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩，原谅我不能给你幸福，我会化作天使，守护着你，看着你得到幸福，答应我，别哭，我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子，我爱你。bye 梦伟　　
我怎么可能不哭，你的要求太严苛了，最后一张照片，是他在医院理拍的，照片上他笑的很灿烂，他变的好瘦，脸色好苍白，但是他还是露出了笑容，拍这第
一百张照片。

2010-06-03T15:57:00.005+08:00

Lucky shu jetting off to LA again.
Have fun in Japan too, & take good care of yourself, and see you back here in another 17 days (:

I can't wait for the new stocks.
Maxi maxi, and long skirts. Awwww.

I so so so want to go Taiwan! ):

It's already june, i'm getting old.
And, it's worse when most of my customers discussing about university and they're 3 years younger than me. It seemed like only awhile ago when it was me complaining. SPARE ME, TIME ):
And then, you feel all the monetary, studies, family, friends, relationships pressure.
I can't breathe.
And, I know I want & and need more than what I have now, to give myself and my family a better life.

People around are all getting married, soooon in the next few years, it might be my turn, hopefully.
Ahh, and then we have to start worrying about different things.
Cars, house, kids, holidays, insurance, tax, health........it goes on.

Omyg, I don't want to grow older ):
Not thinking about it doesn't mean it won't happen. Argh, headache, bad headache.

**

On a happier note, fatboy's pre-army trip booked.
Trip with the parents in august booked.
Oct booked.
NYE conntdown, out usual routine in taiwan.
Ah, and I so want t go taiwan with shu in July ):
But school's starting in July and i am going to be busy busy busy.
Thought of hiring someone to tend the shop so I can go back to work.
I like the stress, I like the pressure.

I'm psycho. HAHA

2010-06-02T15:50:00.003+08:00

I feel so drained.

Because I never thought love would be so hard.
Because I like things to be simple.
Because I believe we had a mutual understanding.
Because I thought we are happy.

But, again.
Happiness had always been a choice, we just kept going on a different route, that's all.

Maybe we lost our way.

Because we used to be happy.
Because we used to get along so well.
Because I thought I will spend my life with you.
Because you make me happy.

I don't know.

I feel like running away.
I wanna go taiwan.

2010-05-24T15:56:00.002+08:00

I love the earl-grey currant sable cookies from Obolo!

Yummy.

Earl grey never fails to remind me of darling pang, & I like it.

I cannot get enough of you, WAHAHA.

Had dinner with the sisters at Astons last night & ice-cream chef after!

Yum. I know, everything is about food.

Really nice to hang out after so long, awwww.

I want to do it all over again (:

Gonna do a photoshoot for the collection this week, so I roughly think the collection will be up by this week ok (:

I know, I know, I know.

GSS coming, & this weekend will be really busy.

I like crowds, give me crowds! Haha.

New stocks will be up on friday, & more new maxi dresses & all will be coming in June.

I love maxis, eventho I am short. HAHA.

Still comtemplating whether to cut my hair short.

I have a feeling I won't do it, I will wear short wigs!

I like the bob hair tho, but it's scary to chop away all my hairrrrrr.

& I don't want to look like a mushroom.

Hmm.

2010-05-22T05:13:00.004+08:00

I feel good & free, like I haven't in a long time.
2010 don't seem so bad, afterall.
Things are starting to clear up, & I am ready to settle everything one at a time.

The next on the list, is to settle March's website & up the collections!
Phew.
I need a money printing machine. I need to pay back stuff & there's rental & stocks & expenses & trips that are going to come up.

***

Aww.
Exams are eating everybody's souls out & it will be my turn again, soon.
I have this love-hate relationship with exams.
Hurry meet me when it's all over, we have so much to catch up on!

***

Sometimes, there's nothing to say.
Sometimes, silence expresses more than words.
Picking up a phone & dialing a number, can do more damage than good.
But, humans are afflicted with this obsessive desire to talk things to death.
So, we make things worse, just by trying to make it better.

*****

2010-05-20T18:05:00.002+08:00

I'm fine, I'm fine.

All's good, all's good! (:

There's always something to be thankful for.

Things are slowly getting back on track, always better to smoothen the roads out.

Things are more & more organized, more & more clearer too.

JB-ed again with Jordus, pearl & paul.

Seafood, seafood (:

Where did all the nice cereal prawns went?! The last 2 we went was a huge disappointment.

Nonetheless, had fun!

Always looking forward to weekends, cause weekends always mean BIG crowds & more sales.

& saturdays are the poker nights.

Apart from the poker, I love the company (:

They are all so much fun.

If only we could all be like that.

I AM STARVING.

DESSERTS, RICE, FOOD!

I need food.

I am becoming into a cereal monster.

I eat cereals non-stop.

Nestle, thank me.

***

I MISS ANGELINE PANG!

Good luck for your exams, & can't wait to pig out with you when your exams end.

2010-05-19T16:17:00.002+08:00

"My life is not perfect, so live with the flaws & make it better."

Thankyou dear (:

There's so many things piling up this month, & the one I am planning to clear off first, will take out a huge stone off my chest.

Freed, from everything.

2010-05-18T15:28:00.004+08:00

I left my water bottle at home, & I am dying of thirst.

I can feel my stomach & gastric starting a war.

I'm craving for this....

Butter pork ribs

Yummm.

2010-05-18T02:08:00.005+08:00

My blog is hibernating together with me & my camera.

I wonder why.
I shall wake all up, say....soon.

I miss you.

There's so much going on, but I am not willing to give this up.
There shouldn't be a reason, but if there is, then this will have to be it.

& many many more.

No matter how much I tried to psycho myself, these memories are still etched in my mind & I want them to continue.
I don't know whether you are reading this, or not.
But, you meant a lot, to me.
These are things that can never be replaced.
I don't know how to describe my feelings, but I hope you will know.
You should know.

*****

On a happier note.
Not exactly happy, come to think of it.
I just want to rant.
I want to be 18 forever, & never having to grow up.

It's a vicious cycle.

I feel like, moving away to somewhere & start afresh.
Everything from scratch, again.

***

But, I am thankful there's march.
At least, that keeps me from mourning at home & getting all psychotic & depressed.
I know, all the phrases used to cheer people up.
But, honestly, it don't really work.
I just need to analyze the situation & find a solution that will work, for me.

& right now, it is to stuff all my emotions into the shop.
That keeps me away from things, & I like it that way.

I have never been good at expressing my feelings.
I don't know how to, especially in front of people.
When I am happy, I smile.
When I am sad, I smile.
When I am angry and unhappy, I keep quiet.
I just never felt good to pile people with my rantings & complains.
I just write here, & then I will read it over & over again.
Until, I feel better.

I just keep things to myself, because that way, nothing will go wrong.
People won't blame me, if it don't go a certain way.

2010-05-04T20:24:00.002+08:00

It's May already, I cannot believe how fast time flies.

I'm loving my 2010, what about you?!

Took new chances & exploring more fields to go into & I'm turning 21 end of the year!

I'm old.

It's a scary word.

Nothing comes easy, but don't be afraid to try.

You'll never know if you never try, super true ok!

The hardest part of all, is taking the step out to do something.

*****

Trip planning, most probably jetting off next week!

Daddy's an angel for helping me out with the hotels & all even despite being overseas.

I'm a klutz at all that, but now I miss my dad already ):

Now, my racks look empty again.

Argh!

I hate it, I want it to look fuller & with more choices.

More stocks coming in mid and end may.

I cannot wait, I love new stocks.

I love it when customers look pleased with their buys.

I hand-picked every single thing & I just love everything sweet. I know, too sweet for my own good, sometimes. Haha!

Thankyou jordus, for helping so much on the website.

& also, figuring out the problem with the photos, formatting, editing & everything.

March online will be done soon! YAY.

I am a complete idiot when it comes to computer, forgive me! Haha.

The only thing I can figure out is blogspot, simple what! Compared to LJ & all.

HTML codes scare me. Haha.

Gonna put up daily specials on the sales rack.

Everything is running out fast!

Must come by & take a look!

: D

XOXOXOX.

2010-05-03T20:05:00.002+08:00

Latest record.
I opened at 6pm today ):

I love my gang! YAY.
We're super random, & I love it like that.
Now, the store looks much more fuller compared to before.
It don't look like a clearance sales anymore.
& I took down the funny sign, cause that was supposed to be April's offer.

GSS end of this month!
Be sure to drop by!
Going to be out grabbing stocks mid-may.

XOXOX

2010-04-30T18:15:00.002+08:00

Dim sum @ Dragongate restaurant!

I know I have a bad temper when I wake up.

I am super sorry, pearl.

I cannot talk on the phone in the morning, cause I will end up screaming & shouting. Opps.

The dimsum buffet was goooood.

The aunty was super helpful & nice!

But, the xiaolongbao was the worst I ever ate. WTF.

Smell like pig, taste even worse.

YUCK!

Having bad headache these 2 days, for I don't know what reason.

Irritating the hell out of me.

On a brighter side, the marketing team from the management came up with these 2 fantastic ideas for GSS, end of may!

I hope hope hope I will get both.

I am so excited for it already, haha!

PRAY FOR ME!

Jordus helping me with the website, and the photos.

Gonna get it up & running, hopefully by tomorrow!

Starting of a month, a brand new start.

Love!

XOXOXOX.

2010-04-28T03:52:00.002+08:00

Back from supper with Jordus & Pearl.
My camera has stop hibernating, will upload photos, hmmm tomorrow.
& also, the photos from the photoshoot for March's collection too! Thanks again, Jordus.
I'm a livejournal idiot, so all thanks to Jordus. I will die without him (:

I AM SUPER UPSET.
& shu has disappeared from fb, & I can't reach her on her mobile ):

Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option.
Isn't it all so true?
& it's upsetting, cause I always end up being somebody else's option.

Like now, I am sitting in front of my computer waiting for replies that never come.
I don't understand why replying a sms is so hard or, replying ME is so hard
Obviously, something else is much more entertaining.

I hate, how we can't be like what we used to be.
You're not concerned anymore.
Valentine's day used to be just an occasion, something you said which could be everyday.
& now I know, it's just an excuse for yourself because you can't do better.
You don't get gifts, flowers, cards, cause you cannot be bothered.
Same for birthdays, monthsarys & anniversaries.
You're forever finding excuses for yourself.

**********

2010-04-21T19:38:00.004+08:00

She dresses up all cute & pretty everytime you take her out on a date.

This is her way of keeping you interested as your eyes are locked solely on her.

You stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt & upset that all her time & effort were put to waste.

You call her insecure.

She holds on to you like she's never letting you go.

This is her way of telling other girls that she's lucky that she has you, and no, you're not available.

You call her clingy.

She calls you the sweetest nicknames, or ones that you two will only understand.

This is her way of showing you how special you are, and that there's nobody else in this world like you.

You call other girls "babe" just as how you would call her, and she gets disappointed.

You call her shallow & jealous.

She checks up on you, making sure you made it home safely or that you're not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble.

This is her way of showing how often she thinks about you & that she worries constantly because that's how much she cares.

You say she's nagging.

She cries when you say or do something wrong.

This is her way of saying, "That hurt only because you said it & I love you."

You call her overly sensitive & emotional.

She loves you more than you love her.

This is her way of dealing with the fact that your relationship wasn't like how it used to be, but she's willing to make room for more love & some changes.

You push her away.

You call her dramatic & annoying.

******

Should we just leave it?

***

2010-04-19T01:26:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, DIANA!

My camera was hibernating, again.
So, I have to wait for Diana to upload the photos. Haha!
I should stop stop stop doing that.
I want good photos!

Just had her birthday dinner at Crossroad Cafe @ Marriott Hotel.
And, the SIM gang are over playing mahjong now.

***
Having that strong temptation to do shopping.
I shouldn't, I shouldn't.

SAVE, DORRIS, SAVE.

My life's been such a bore lately.
The shop eats away all my time, from 1pm all the way till 10pm, mondays to sundays.
Ok, haven't been opened regularly these 2 weeks.
Problems, things will resume from tomorrow onwards.

Planning re-stock trip now.
And, coming up with self-manufactured pieces.
Planning, planning.
My head's twice its original size now, literally, really.

WAHAHAHA.

******

2010-04-18T02:09:00.001+08:00

I JUST NEED TO RANT.

I LOST MY BLANKIE IN L.A
FUCK FUCK FUCK.

It has been with me for 20 years & counting.
IMAGINE THE MEMORIES.

Plus, I am still looking for it every night I sleep now, I swear.
That's how bad it is.
It's purple, with smurfs.

I WANT IT BACK SO BADLY.
IT WILL BE THE BEST PRESENT EVER ):

I don't know where I can get a replacement, it won't be the same cause it will be without my smell, and all the memories ):
But it will be better than nothing.

SIGH.

DEEP DEPRESSION.
FUCK.

2010-04-10T05:26:00.002+08:00

I'm super obsessed with the shop.

I have no idea how to create a livejournal or a domain, for that matter.
Total computer idiot.

How! Can anybody help me!

There's so many things happening, I don't know how to plan my time.
I need to get stocks and everything.
HOW TO FIT IN TIME FOR MORE PLAY? ):

Ok, there's taiwan, china, bangkok on the list now.
I need an organizer! ):

*****

ANW.

New stocks are in!
I love stock days, haha! The shop feels "full".
Pieces are running out already, so HURRY!
Stocks will be in every friday.
So keep a lookout (:

YO!

******

2010-03-31T01:22:00.009+08:00

I want to update on the trip!
I ripped the photos off Shu's and Joce's fb tho.
My camera hibernated for the whole trip.
Their camera makes everything looks the way they should. Good reason, no?

I can't help it.
I love the whole trip.
I miss shu and the rest already.
I had fun.

I love vegas!
The suite was so pretty, and the view was breath-taking (:
& it was just like what it is in the movies.
So many brides/grooms-to-be.
Reminds me of, the hangover.
Makes me feel like getting married, there.

The hotel's pool. I was freezing my ass out, and they could sun bath.
I feel retarded wearing a leather jacket, when they are all in bikinis -.-
Didn't make sense to stay there, haha!

***

I don't know if you will get to read this.
But, I miss you.

Like, everything.
Maybe we drifted apart, maybe I was jealous there were new people in your life, that make it so hard for me to talk about.
Either which, I don't know.
I just know, I want us to be like what we were before, cause I never cared so much.
You were more than just a friend to me (:
No, not the lesbian way.
But, you just meant so much more.

******

2010-03-28T12:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 21ST BIRTHDAY, SHU.

We came through so much.

It's so much more than what words can describe.

But, thankyou for just being you (:

I hope you had a great time, cause I did too!
And, be lovey dovey with k forever.
& of course, don't forget about me!
Haha!

Love you!

******

2010-03-27T12:23:00.004+08:00

Brunch with darling and her darling.

PS Cafe, as usual.
Holds so much memories.

I love brunch, don't you?
It makes me feel more bubbly, perhaps cause I started my day with something nice.
Weird theories, I know.

I love how your camera makes my skin look prettier.
Photos lie, photos lie!
GOD.

I always look chao tah, just more chao tah beside you, love.
HAHA!

***
Next week ah, Diana!
Haha, we have to go along with our flower curse!

Love!!

******

2010-03-25T09:08:00.003+08:00

Loving it.

3 months into 2010.
Mad roller coaster ride, but it was good, damn good.

Turning 21 this year!
Want something really different and satisfying.
& I love citibank.
Random, but I really do, especially the people.

The shop is doing well.
Everything is going so smoothly, I get scared sometimes but all's good.

***

Another huge stone off my chest.
Shu, I love you and your quirks.
Shall plan something again ok! (:

Vegas vavaooommmm.
It was like, a dream.

Sin City, love.

with the right company, of course.

***

& thanks dearest bevin, for all your help. I heart you loads (:
Supper supper, aye! Hahaha.

I'm so happy, the only thing that is bugging me now, is ......whatelse -.-

School school.

I want to be a grad NOW.
GOD.

******

2010-03-13T17:53:00.002+08:00

I never thought friendships would be so taxing and so pressurizing.
I hate it.

I hate having to quarrel with you all day long, and every single time we exchanged conversations.
Quarrels supposingly make people understand each other better, but sadly, in our case, it just pulls us apart more.

You meant so much to me, a bestfriend, a companion, a girlfriend, a sister.
And, I tried because I didn't want to lose you.
I'm upset and hurt, because we can't seem to make things work and screaming and sarcasm will never solve things.

We can quarrel over the smallest thing.

Maybe it was a misunderstanding, maybe not.
You've your way if analyzing a situation and I've mine.

It just isn't working.

*****

2010-03-10T01:46:00.002+08:00

YAY.

***

Pressurized.
I don't know where these mixed feelings coming from.
Stressed.

I hope this pass as fast as it comes.
I just want to focus on my life.
I just want to pamper myself, and just do everything my way for once.
I know, it's coming (:

****

Anw.

The shop is up!

MARCH
Bugis street, level 2.
CSL-10

Come visit me!
I will be uber nice.
HAHAHA.

New arrivals in store every Friday!

Namecards, website and mailing list will be up soon.
Do drop by and take a look!

(:

*****

2010-02-20T01:12:00.002+08:00

Vday is over, for god's sake.

But still.
Everywhere on the internet is full of love, love, flowers, hugs, kisses.
VOMITS.

I HATE VDAY!
Well, at least I hated it this year, and last year, and the year before, and maybe the year before that too.

I am never gonna like it until someone surprises me with something again.
I love surprises.

It's a girl thing.
Shut up.

PMS-ING.

****

On a happier note.

I had a great CNY!
I love CNY.
Ironic, this year cause it falls on the same day.

Well, great for people like me tho.
Don't have to walk around looking at lovey dovey couples with bears, flowers and such.

See, i'm doing it again.

Spoilt my mood, myself.

Not gonna blog.

VDAY HATER.

*****

2010-01-17T01:30:00.002+08:00

I'm back from Bangkok, and I want to scurry back there again, I just can't get enough.

It all feels like a dream, like always.

& now, back to work, and school soon.
Argh.

I wanna go back ):
The only thing that feels right, are the clothes stuffed in my wardrobe, feel heaps of love.

Shopping is the only thing that make things feel right, all over.
It totally didn't help, having a nasty tongue war with bff before I went.
I still feel queasy all over.
I wanna tie a ribbon, and surprise her at her door on her birthday.
Pearl, you will do that with me, won't you! Haha.

***

CNY is just around the corner.
Think food, gambling and red packets.
I just adore the yearly midnight movie with the cousins, me love.
We're still going to do it this year, but we have to book tickets earlier!
It will be packed, with couples.
Hmmmm.

I have a feeling, this year will pass real fast too.

We have activities, all the way till december, and it will be my 21st!
How do you feel being 21 for only 2 weeks, and have to feel like 22 after. Ah, like shit.

***

2010-01-05T01:59:00.003+08:00

I have so much new year resolutions to make.

I pray & hope, this year will be a great one for each and everyone of us.

And, I pray my family and friends will all be healthy and full of smiles (:

***

Gosh, resolutions have to be something realistic, so that it's possible to achieve.

Hmmm, that's tough. Haha!

I'm dreamy.

Gosh, time pass ridiculously fast.

The last countdown which I had one of the best times of my life, was year 2000, at clarke quay.

The old clarke quay.

The one, with the huge arcade, and carousel.

Everything was so dreamy, again.

With mine & uncle stanley's family (:

Awwwww.

That was...... 10 years ago.

***

I look stupid.

But, I just like this.

Or just maybe, I like stupid stuff.

XOXO.

2010-01-02T19:46:00.004+08:00

When you love someone that doesn’t love you back.

When you’ve given so much of yourself-mind, body, and soul and that person could care less.

When they’re all you think about night and day and they hardly think of you.

When they don’t call, text, or come by like they said they would, and yet another lonely night you’ve spent.

When the pain and hurt bypasses your heart and cuts into your soul, and you wonder why you even care and “just let it go” is what you’ve been told.

When you wonder if its someone else and what they have that you don’t.

When you’ve cried a river with your tears, given your all, tried and tried, cried too many times, cursed the ground they walked on and apologized unnecessarily.

When you’ve been on an emotional roller coaster happy, sad, depressed, and mad.

When you’ve cared about this someone more than you’ve cared about yourself.

When your feelings went ignored, is when you loved someone that didn’t love you back.”

Don't all this just seem so familiar?

2010-01-01T19:49:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR, LOVE!

A new beginning, A new start.

I have a whole list of resolution to keep to!

Turning 21 this year.

Getting all jittery.

I'm old.

It's time to plan for my future ):

In another few years time, I might just be a naggy mum, screaming shouting and being berserk.

SHOCKS.

Anyhow, 2010 is gonna be great and we gonna love! (:

***

There IS a past tense in loving someone.

I loved.

******

2009-12-11T22:48:00.000+08:00

MY 20TH BIRTHDAY!

One year older, one year wiser.

Had dinner with my girls at Angus House!

Best steaks ever, me love.

Had a fantastic dinner, we were all so full! (:

I love them so much! XOOOXO
My best friend for life.

Ripped all the photos off Mich's blog, haha!
The rest of the photos are with shu!

Zouk, after.
I know. My alcohol level went down like a roller coaster.
Haha.

I had a fantastic birthday.
Thanks love (:

******

2009-12-10T00:14:00.001+08:00

Taiwan

Day 4.

I love VIVI, it entertains me, never failed.

We shopped around, and took the afternoon bus to Taichung.

I love travelling around Taiwan, like the other numerous times we did it.

Especially the road trip, driving around the mountains, visiting places we never knew existed.

Vroooooom, and our car got towed away cause we parked in a red lot.

Many many more memories, and all so precious.

Ok, back.

Checked in our hotel, and headed for a late lunch!

Got a little carried away with the numerous shops.

Dad was looking for a proper restaurant that serve proper food, and got damn pissed when he couldn't find one and so, we settled for japanese!

Ignore my face. I love my mom.

It wasn't that bad, really. Cause I got the nicest one, as usual. Haha!

Shopped around the area till our legs almost gave way, then made our way to catch district 9.

Slow, I know.

Liu He Night Market.

I like Taichung, cause I like little shops clustered together.

That gives me the vibe for cheap shopping, haha!

And, they have A LOT.

***

Day 5

Sun Moon Lake!

This cab driver stopped us, when we were on our way for breakfast and offered to send us there at this discounted price, which was really reasonable.

So, we did.

And I felt cheated after, cause I wanted to take the ferry really badly.

Like, the other time we did when we drove up.

The view was breath-taking and the atmosphere was classic.

Too bad, we didn't manage to take the ferry cause this stupid driver said alot of stupid stuff which still makes my blood boil when I think about it.

I didn't hesitate to give him my attitude.

But nonetheless, the place was still really nice, and soothing.

There were several spots that we stopped to visit, the temple, the hill and everything.

A drive around the sun moon lake cannot compare to taking the ferry.

Do try the ferry! I love.

GRRR.

The temple.

The peacock garden.

The reservoir.

The pagoda.

We were all too lazy to climb up, plus some areas have been affected by the earthquake perviously, and was blocked.

We're on a pretty tight schedule, as daddy had to go back earlier for some work stuff, so we couldn't travel everywhere we wanted.

We headed back to Taipei, on the coach.

Ximending.

Met up the cousins, aunty clara and all (:

Glenda & me!

We ended roaming around till we just couldn't take it anymore.

Gosh, don't you just love holidays? (:

******

2009-12-09T20:32:00.000+08:00

TAIWAN

We went 1 day before my parents, and I forgot my camera, thank god mummy bought it the next day.

That wasn't the worse.

Our luggage got delayed at Hong Kong. Apparently, the X-ray machine had some problem.

AND I DON'T KNOW WHICH PART OF THE WORLD MY LUGGAGE IS AT !

The airport people said it happened so many times, they lost count. Wth?

I was so pissed, I swore never to take Cathay again.

But, the reassuring thing was they promised my luggage won't be lost.

It only reached the hotel, midnight the next day, after my parents reached, and the handle was spoilt. They were pretty efficient tho, after I screamed.

Jetstar didn't have these problems ): Plus, it was an excuse to get clothes. Wahaha.

Had dinner at this duck place at Xi Men Ding, before heading to Shih Lin.

Woooo. I love night markets! Food, clothes, food, clothes.

Wah, heaven.

***

Day 3

Lunch at Modern Toilet.

Pretty mummy.

I always have this milk pot, they used to have this limited pearl milk pot thing, which I loved.

My dad's a total workaholic. We all tagged along to see his stuff, only then is he really happy. Haha, uber cute.

See! He don't usually do that, haha!

Dan Shui!

I just like this photo. HAHAHAHA! I'm random.

This 2 guys are crazy. It was already so cold, and they were totally enjoying the ice-cream. It taste really nice, tho! And, it was supposed to be much longer, ate it away already. Haha!

We stuffed outselves with food throughout, there're famous for these street snacks!

Haha, and I'm totally addicted to their fruits! Thanks to my parents!

It's this "Shui Li" or something, damn nice during winter!

GODDDDD!

Gluttons.

Randomly chose HuaXi for some supper.

I heart their steamboats.

Thumbsup!

******

2009-12-08T23:44:00.002+08:00

Back from Taiwan!

Tremendous fun, like always.

I love Taiwan, it never fails to amaze me every single time.

I smell christmas, my favourite! Dreamy.

Aye, others aside.

Work is taking up like 3/4 of my time.

Will try to make more time out for my girls, especially when Shu's back.

I know I haven't been the free-est person, but don't doubt me.

You know I'll always be around when everybody else isn't (:

***

Bangkok.

Planning Bali, another dreamland.

Ok, hearts.

Gonna go chase gossip girls, I'm slow already.

See, I was so busy. Haha.

XOXOXOOO.

2009-11-28T05:24:00.017+08:00

I know I've been saying these for a dozen times.

Been super busy, I cannot believe how my schedule will be when school starts again.
I need 48hours a day! WAHAHA.

Ooooooook.

Nothing much interesting going on lately, except for work and movies.

Other then, totally spontaneous, BANGKOK!

We reached earlier, so we setted off shopping!
My heart is leaping when I think of it, right now! Exaggerating, Yes.

We bought like all these crazy spectacles, but super adorable!
I'll wear them out! Teehee.

Suan Lom.
I love their chicken rice and the shop.
I had like 2 servings, I'm a HUGE eater. Haha!

Patpong, after.
Wai Keong's a TOMATO.
Really good blood circulation, red packet! (:

And, it was Lian Sheng's birthday!
Happy 22nd birthday, boy.
You're old now. Haha.

It's the whole traditional biting-the-candle-out-of-the-cake thing. Haha!

KPO!

We concussed straight after, we were dead beat.

And then, woke up early for.

Siam square, everywhere and then finally, lunch (:
Wasn't fantastic food, but the company was heeeeeee.

Shopped the whole entire day, toot toot train the whole way.
Massage, and dinner!

I love food, nice nice nice!
I'm hungry againnnnn.

Then, to Patpong.
Boys street freaked me out, totally.
Guys in tight white swimming trunks. Er, totally not my thing.

And the next morning, JJ market.
Like really early.

They all bought shades and the shirts together.
Brand cohesion. Super cute.
Paul looks like a big tiger beer can, wahaha!

The pets section kept us entertained for so long!
These rabbits remind me of ahting, so I bought her rabbit clothes for her rabbits.
Super adorable, I wanted to hide all the rabbits and puppies and bring them back. Wahhhh.

I love the tutuk, even if we all had to squeeze, especially when the tutuk drivers drive really fast.
Shhh, I know bikes are faster, but I find tutuks cute ok! Haha!

Basically, we shopped the entire day, until our legs give way.
We only had around 8 hours of sleep throughout the 4days.
We're SUPER.

Ok, paul and his elephant.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
OMG, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

*******

I'm flying to Taiwan tomorrow, I'll update when I'm there and when I'm back.
Great to be away from Singapore for awhile (:

Take care loves!

2009-10-29T00:51:00.004+08:00

Some people never fails to crack me up.

Haha.

Been real busy recently.

Weekdays, eaten.

But, I'm very much happy and contented.

Photos will be up soon, I'm still getting used to the macbook.

Ah, I grew up with windows!

Hm, goldfish memory.

Sorority row with JQ and Shirlene.

Hermes PS. I silk you launch.

Admist many others.

I'm trying to make my life more colourful, I can't wait for Shu's return!

I do get your message, and I learnt (:

Bali, love!

Bangkok in 2 weeks.

Taiwan in 1 month.

***

Bygones be bygones.

Just happened to be chatting with someone I haven't did in a long time.

Little pricks.

*****

Take care!

XOXOXOOOO.

2009-09-25T13:46:00.002+08:00

I've been too lazy to blog, tons of pictures to be uploaded as well. Haha!

Citibank's been treating me good, me love! (:
Nice colleagues, supervisors, manager, boss.
Very heartwarming, I feel.

I'm still shy tho! Haha.
But it's a really nice environment, teehee.
& I love the teas after lunch, makes me miss the almond milk at amoy ):

RAH.

Bad memory nowadays, I keep forgetting what am I supposed to be doing. -.-

Aiya, whatever it is.
I just want to reamin within my focus point.

Till then.

(:

******

2009-09-02T01:01:00.003+08:00

Monday (31 August 2009)

Ice-cream buffet with the girls at Swensens.

Pretty disappointed, but I still had fun (:

Lovely company = GREAT night

I won the creativity competition, did I? HAHA.

Met Jordus, John and Shumei for supper afterwards.

BALESTIER BAK KUT TEH.

I have no idea why I'm so addicted to their bak kut teh, hot soup!

I lovelove my musketeers, Haha!

Now we look back, and realized how wild we were, but those are the memories that stays carved in my memory (:

Tuesday ( 1 September 2009)

Had dinner with Shumei and her family at Din Tai Fung after work.

Ahhh, I love concentration games with her sisters! I think I'm getting old, I keep getting mental blocks!

Jojo and Coco are going to be really hot girls when they grow up, and brandon, handsome. (:

Sat at Coffeebean and discussed what will we be like in 10 years time.

Don't you just want to stay 18, where you don't have to worry about anything except for exams.

Stressful topic, tensed tensed.

We're well planned (:

I haven't took a photo with Shumei for ages! Grrr.

Saturday, love! I can't believe you're heading back to london next week ):

December december!

Oh, and some overdue photos, from the PanPac event (:

I have the BEST colleagues anybody can ever ask for.

Especially Wendy, and of course, my supervisors la!

See, ALL SO CUTE.

Ok, I am a total MAC idiot.

Can anybody teach me?!

Haha, I'm totally dependent on the laptop now, lazy woman. Heeee (:

Ok, shall go sort out all my photos.

Update tomorrow!

XOXOXOX.

2009-08-31T11:42:00.000+08:00

I've totally forgot what happened this entire month, goldfish memory.
Been so busy, with work, settling my studies, holiday planning, and more more more.
I've been so lazy to bring my camera out recently, so I don't have any recent photos, except for the events that Wendy and me helped out.
But blogger seemed to have some problems, I can't find the photo upload sign anywhere.

Met Michelle, Shumei and Nick at Guttisimo @ Ion for dinner last Thursday.
Chocolate souffle, I love!
It was nice, seeing my girls after so long. (:

Ahhhh!
I cannot wait till the end of the year.
Shu and Nick, join us! I swear we'll have the time of our lives, Haha!

We've been making so much plans, like 5 year future plan.
I feel so much secured now, and looking back down the path that I came from, it's more of a mental struggle.
Aww, I'm glad I came through all that, to so far.
There's much more to come, I suppose, more over myself and my own mental craziness.

At least I've settled some things that I'm supposed to do. I feel so relieved (:
It's the perfect time, to pick up and do something about my driving license!
I'm going to arrange my lessons now, before I continue to procrastinate more, something which I do best. Not proud of it.

XOXOXOX!

2009-08-19T10:25:00.002+08:00

Neglected blog, no.

Hahaha, I don't want it to die yet.
I'm going to upload the photos the next entry, I will. Zip it, haha.

Everything's really good at this moment, minus the fever bug.
I want time to stop (:

Bringing my family to Taiwan end of the year, I feel so accomplished.
There're so much more good plans coming up, I can't help smiling. I don't even get pissed when people get my on my nerves. I'm nice.

Tickets to Bangkok are so cheap now, anybody up? It's cheap and near get-away, ooooh (:

Had a long talk with my parents, heard a lot. WOW factor.
Stupid nice man -.- Hahaha.

Happy belated birthday eleanna! (:

Till then, lovelove.

2009-07-16T19:09:00.003+08:00

My computer died, and I have to wait to remove the hard drive, to retrieve all my files and pictures!

IMPORTANT!

Been really busy this past few weeks.
Plenty to update!

London.
Work.
Butter.
& more & more & more.
I need to remind myself what I did! Gosh, I have the worst memory.

What goes around, comes around eventually, you know.

2009-06-19T01:07:00.001+08:00

Monsters Vs Aliens!
With Bb, Junhui and Miley (:
I like that blue jelly monster, Boop.
Haha, super cute! Especially the last part, awww.

Din Tai Fung, for tea after.
I so wanted to try the mini steamed pork bao. Haha.

Really tiny, like half the size of the normal xiao long bao.
And really crumpled, like newborn baby. Haha!
Not that bad, but not worth the money.

Met darlings for dinner.

Everywhere was full. Serves us right, didn't make any reservations in advance.

So, we headed to Oosh @ Dempseys (:

I love them loads (:
And diana, remember the white horses k!

Aw, so sweet.

Haha, it was a mushy, hair-standing night.
Right?! Omg, shivers all around.
HAHA, but everything aside, I love my girls tons (:

******

2009-06-15T04:05:00.011+08:00

Pan Pacific

We were lucky, got upgraded to executive business. Yes, thanks to Bb.

The view from the balcony, and it feels damn good.

Had dinner with Eleanna, Shirlene, Junhui and Bb at Imperial Treasure.
Oh, Peking duck! Yummy.

Dedicated songs at the Fountain of wealth.
Tien chen was working there, so we didn't have to wait for very long.
I'm a total tortoise.
This the first time, I went to the fountain and I didn't know we could actually dedicate songs -.-
Plus the stupid but cool laser thing, I always thought people have to pay for it.
So I guess I was a tourist, after all! Haha.

Headed back to the room after.
Tiang! Haha.

Eleanna & Shirlene

Eleanne & Me

The night view is much better, right?! Haha, lovely.

Cam-whore like mad.

Tiang and blackjack the night away.
Haha, I fell asleep halfway through tho.
Healthy already leh! (:

Should do this once in awhile!
A little short get-away in Singapore, makes us feel like we're tourists all over.
YAY.

Re-energized.

******