Wednesday, March 29, 2006'♥
I just got home &i'm aching all over.! RAHH.!Met Jordus, shumei &mike at wheelock &had lunch at Fish &Co. hmph. Just slacked around in town & caught Date Movie. Huini, Santos &his friends joined us. IT WAS SUCH A HORNY SHOW, I SWEAR. It was total crap actually. hahaha. had supper at whampoa &came straight home after that. We're such gluttons.!! SHU.! LET'S GO JOGGING.! &JORDUS, WE'RE DOING YOU A FAVOUR.! (((: Im feeling more &more lost. I'm losing touch with my own life.! So much happened within these 6months. I never EVER imagined these could actually change my fate.! I have t know what i want but i just simply cant figure that out. &yes, i'm not totally over him yet but im trying. I really am. I only have myself t blame for that.! I blame myself for knowing him. I blame myself for falling in love with him. &i blame myself for allowing it t go on like this even when i know he dont care ANYMORE.
&i'm so sorry 4what happened at liquids last saturday but we still had fun eh.? &jordus, you so have t join us d next time round cause we're about t quit clubbing.!! :D I dont blame people who actually thinks clubbing is bad. I mean clubbing was always associated with drugs, nightlife &blah but it's not that bad actually. You just gotta know how t differentiate between what's wrong &what's right. (:
Thanks shu, santos, clifford for being there.! ((: love.!!!