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Tuesday, May 30, 2006'♥

I only slept 4two hours yesterday. (: madness.
Went over t holland v 4d facial &jordus was supposed t join me but he didnt. ): I fell alseep during that one &a half hour. haha.
Met luinda, pris, shumei, jordus, nick, matt, mich, pearl &more in town after that. :D
went t shop around 4vaunt tomorrow.!! we're all SO excited. Commercialized right jor. haha.
goodness.
I have t wake up real early tomorrow.
ciaos.

blogged @ 1:42 AM



Monday, May 29, 2006'♥

Im feeling like shit now. I was looking through all my previous entries &realised that i havent been hanging out with loads of people nowadays. Havent even been talking, much less meeting, all d people who used t b so close t me. It seems like we've all went our own separate ways &i dont even know a single shit that is going on in anybody's life. I didnt even know my "bestfriend" had a boyfriend until recently, when i met her after 5months. We dont even chat on d phone like we used t anymore &when i called her d other day, she was too involved with all her new friends &everything t even talk t me. She went like "I'll call you back later alright.? " but didnt after all. We've been missing out on each other's life. Not only her, I dont contact around 1/4 of d contacts anymore if you were t browse through my phonebook. I mean we still do update each other on what're we doing &everything but that's all.

I love my clique though. (:
They're always there. I LOVE THEM. Im not saying this because it looks nice or anything, i said it cause i mean it.I really treasure them A LOT. &i believe we'll all still b close friends even when w're old &everything. (:
It feels good saying that man. so if you guys are reading this, better drop me a tag or sms saying that you love me too OK.!! hehh. evil. (:

&my parents. Im a very family-orientated person &i really love them A LOT. They're like everything t me &i dont want t make my dad disappointed in me again. I had done so much things that they didnt even expect me t do. I broke their trust &made them worry 4me like hell.
I took d car out &drove without a license &when daddy found something's wrong with d car, they chose t believe me. I feel real stupid 4doing all those stuff &I swear t God i wont do that ever again &i have learnt how t choose friends properly &so much more. &when my friend crashed d car, daddy didnt even scold me &that made me feel even more guilty then ever. When i heard from his friend that he actually said not t mention about that again, just as long as his daughter is fine, it's alright. I cried for days. I promised him that i'll b a good girl &everything, i was so totally traumatised by that accident. I broke my promise yet again. I hanged out till late at night &i still club on weekends. I'll only reach home in d morning. Im actually quite sick of this kind of life whereby i cant even have a proper conversation with my family &we dont hang out on sundays like we used t already. I want things t b what it used t b &this is not what i want t do with my life. My dad will still try t satisfy all my material needs. He never ever said NO t me in d face, only my mum do that. I do know how much they cares for me &they dont want t see me being norturnal. Being like some vampire, sleeping in d morning, waking up in d afternoon &active at night. I dont like it either, I just need more time t change my biological clock. I dont want my family members t shake their heads whenever they see me &telling my parents that they've t do something. They tried all they can but im just some stubborn freak. I feel bad about it &i have t do something with my life before it's too late t do anything. Im going t cut down on late nights out &everything.

Sorry for sounding like a loser.
bye.

blogged @ 7:42 AM



'♥

shacks. havent been updating for days. (:
usual cycle. was supposed t go t sentosa on friday but everyone couldnt wake up so we ended up in town. haha. then went MOS at night.
MOS was fun but i was so tired i nearly died. Baojun, Mavis &dp came along with us too.!! :D
just some random photos.




matthew. nick. aaron. jordus &kelvin.






shumei &matthew.





jordus, me, cheryl &pris.
can you spot lu.? (:



OH OH OH. guess what.
Something happened at macdonalds &i swear everyone was freaked out.
haha. slept for 2hours &woke up at 9plus in d morning. GOODNESS. went t dad's office &helped t update some stuff on d website. Went off at3pm for dance &headed t town after that. There were so many things t do &i was so bloody tired &i was in such a bad mood.
Everybody was sitting at rocky master feeling real stressed over t vaunt tickets. &there was this girl who couldnt finish selling her tickets &everything, her mum even called &said she want t report t d police about it. WHAT D FUCK.
then went over t liquid room. GUESS WHAT.
they checked ids. fucking hell.
but we all managed t get in after that except for lu (she didnt want t) HEH ): Anthony &jon ong joined us for awhile. :D
pearl got dam high &everything.
It was just dam tiring &i slept all d way till 5plus today &went t town t meet lucinda, shumei, priscilia, nick, aaron &matt. shopped around then went for dinner at taka. :D
Pearl joined us at holland v a little while later.
oh dam. im so tired.
ciaos.

blogged @ 3:12 AM



Friday, May 26, 2006'♥

Woke up at 10am this morning &i only slept for like 4hours.? ugh. so tired.!! Then went t daddy's office t help him out. goodness. I havent been there for so long &i really miss that place but it was dam boring. Thank God shu &pearl were talking t me on d phone. thanks lovelys.! :D
Pearl picked me up &went t d queenstown polyclinic t get pearl's MC.
oh oh oh.! GUESS WHAT.!
We saw kelvin &jun rong there too. IT'S A SMALL SMALL WORLD. We went t fetch shumei and met matt at amara for some abercrombie stuff. ((: OMYYYY.
ddee &gatardo. HAHA. what d fuck.

We had COCA.!! :D then lucinda &prissy came &join us. hehh. COCA is d best, i swear. ((:
Slacked around at rockys and then went t upper thomson for prata.! :D
aww. pearl. you have t join us for liquids this sat OK.! mich also.! ((:
I LOVE MY GANG. I LOVE MY DPMS. :D

We're going t sentosa in d morning &i told aaron t meet at d interchange at 10in d morning.!! hmph.
I'll have t finish my paperwork on saturday then &then collect all d money by asking them t transfer. HEADACHE.
FUCK.

blogged @ 3:28 AM



Thursday, May 25, 2006'♥

Slept ALL d way until shumei woke me up at 4plus. hehh.
Met hannah at taka yoshinoya t pass her d money &everything. :D goodness. thanks man hannah.
then walked over t heeren t join d gang. rotted, slacked &walked around until lucinda &matt joined us. (:
We wanted t catch DA VINCI CODE but it was all sold out. That's just too bad. &PRIS.!! we've too catch SHE'S D MAN ok.!! :D
had dinner at long john silvers &went over t sahara for shesha. (:
It's been so long.!! haha. It was so funny especially d part where matt farted &acted like some kindergarten kid. I'll upload d pictures when i get my hands on them.! (:

Just changed aaron's blogskin. I feel damn satisfied with myself. (:
HAHAHAHAHAAAA.
I WANT T LAUGH OUT LOUD CAUSE I REALLY SERIOUSLY LOVE LOVE LOVE MY LIFE NOW. :D
I LOVE D GANG.
I LOVE DPMS.
I LOVE GOD.
I LOVE EVERYTHING.! :D
well. except for d fact that my mummy is always making life difficult for me for not giving me d bank draft &everything. sighh. ):
but still.
I LOVE THEM. (:

oh shacks. I seriously gotta do something about my biological clock &i have t go over t d office with daddy tomorrow. awww.
ok. stop it. im nice. (:

&pearl is back today. HELLO SWEETIEEEE.!!
ciaos.!! :D

blogged @ 6:09 AM



Tuesday, May 23, 2006'♥

I stayed at home for d whole entire bloody day. ok yes. not exactly. I did went out t collect d ticket money from jiayu. :D but i came straight home after that. hehh. Im like some loanshark, urging people t pay up fast cause i dont want hannah t b put on a difficult spot. sighhh. Im really looking forward t vaunt. I cant wait t party like some wild animals with our gang. (:
It's gonna b great fun. i swear.

blogged @ 11:10 PM



'♥

D chalet was great. :D i love chalets.
HAPPY BDAY XUELIN.
i love you many many. haha.

Just caught a movie with ting &joel. Havent seen joel for so long. haha. Both of them are dam loving. (:
goodness. went swensens after d movie &chatted. Found out about loads &loads of stuff i didnt know about. Stuffs that actually will help me get over him. I feel disgusted for not getting over him after hearing all those. haha. :D

im happy with my life EVEN without him. (:
cause.
i love my entire family.
i love shumei.
i love michelle.
i love jordus.
i love lucinda &pris.
i love pearl.
i love nick &aaron.
i love tiffanie.
i love mummy cheryl.
i love joanne.
i love olivia &shi shi &gina.
i love everyone that i know. :D
i love my life.

blogged @ 5:20 AM



Sunday, May 21, 2006'♥

It's all OVER. Everything is poof.! gone. From today onwards, we've nothing t do with each other all because you wanted it t b this way. Part of me still dont wish t let go. I cant bear seeing someone who used t b all mine in someone else's arms. Yes, im selfish but love was always selfish.

Went Liquids today with d gang. We had fun as usual, got high and lucinda got real drunk. If this is what loving someone do t us. I'll rather not love at all. It hurts so much. but anyway. we LOVE you alright.? (:

Am i just being paranoid.? I always thought you will b there for me until now. It feels like im all alone again &it just make me think about how i should b more cautious about everything. It's only now that i realised how much it hurts t love someone.

And as i look into your eyes
I see an angel in disguise
Sent from God above
for me t love
t love &idolise

&as I hold your body near
I'll see this month through t a year
&then forever on
'Til life is gone
I'll keep your loving near

&now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have t do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room t grow
You shone the light of love on me
&gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

And when I feel like hope is gone
You give me strength t carry on
Each time I look at you
There's something new
To keep our loving strong

I hear you whisper in my ear
All of the words I long t hear
Of how you'll always be
Here next to me
To wipe away my tears

And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

And though the seasons change
Our love remains the same
You face the thunder
When the sunshine turns to rain
Just like a rose

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose




blogged @ 6:52 AM



Saturday, May 20, 2006'♥

i cant seem t fall asleep.
I miss us.
am i stupid or what.? 4months &17days since we broke up &i still cant seem t get over you TOTALLY.
you seemed so carefree &nonchalant in d club.
I trusted you so much &everything was about you. Im tired of putting on a strong front in front of everybody, im sick of it.
If i were t say i'll die without you, will you still ditch me.? cause im really dying. All i could do was act like nothing happened between us and keep myself occupied with everything else.
I never ever thought things will turn out this way. I didnt expect myself t love you so much, till d extend i could do anything for you, just as long as you're happy.
I feel like breaking down. Im too stressed out by everything. Life's a bitch. I want t get myself high so that i can, for once, enjoy myself without having you on my mind half of d time.
I still want t b part of your life eventho i know it's IMPOSSIBLE for us t b together again.



that was ages ago. HA. but still.



blogged @ 7:21 AM



'♥

just came back from MOS. (:
couldnt pull myself out of bed until 7in d evening. woke up after much pestering &i swear i sounded like some tranny. my bloody throat hurts like mad. cabbed over t cine and met d gang and jordus's poly mates. (: pearl will b going t beijing &will b back on wed. WE'LL MISS YOU SWEETS. :D
better club with us when you're back ok.! slacked at rockys and i saw someone who so totally ruined my day lah. STOP ROLLING YOUR FUCKED UP EYES ASSHOLE.

jordus. your poly mates are dam cute.! :D




evangeline. bday girl amanda &amanda jane.




nick. aaron &me. HAHA.







matt &lucinda. (:






jordus &prissy.








shumei. :D






went MOS yesterday too. I didnt go in OK. i sat outside and waited for them because i didnt manage t get d chop &everything. it was just d 5of us. Met up with aaron at d train station &we were d first t reach rockys. waited for jordus, prissy, shumei and lucinda 4ages. HAHA.




PRISSY.!! (:










aaron &his mango frost. haha.





we were too bored.







retarded. d gay ring.! ahem. haha.







luuuuu. :D


WE'RE GOING T DOMINATE LIQUID ROOM TONIGHT. :D
as aarom said.
THA DOMINATERS. haha. ((:
I LOVE D GANG.!! :D
pearl &mich. hurry hurry join us.!! CAUSE WE ALL MISS YOU GIRLS. :D
dpms.!!
let's get our chalet plans settled.!! lovely.! :D
gotta go t bed cause im going t show them i can wake up early ok.!! haha. ciaos.

blogged @ 6:05 AM



Thursday, May 18, 2006'♥



DISNEYLAND. :D





fairytale eh.?






d maze. UP. DOWN. UNDER.OVER. :S







d louvre. :D MONA LISAAAA.






see those horses at d back.? haha.
cool security. (:





nice view. (:






d palace. (:










how neat lah.!




here lydia.! all in your name. :D
hahaaaaa. ((:

blogged @ 12:30 AM



Tuesday, May 16, 2006'♥

im running a temerature and im feeling real random.





shu milking d cow. IN PUBLIC.






my turn. fugly.

blogged @ 11:04 PM



Monday, May 15, 2006'♥

I was just thinking about how much i had missed out these 2years. I regretted not doing well in my studies just because i hate my teachers. I regretted not having a mind of my own. I regretted driving without a license. I regretted making my family so disappointed in me &everything.
It's alrdy may &i still havent got anything about my studies done YET. I dont feel good about it AT ALL, trust me. Mummy wants me t go SIM &then send me overseas after that but i seriously dont see d point. what's d use.? I would rather spend 2years &take my A levels over in UK or even year 11 &year 12 in Australia.
Everything's VERY complicated and our lives are complicated. Our relationships are complicated &now even my future have t b complicated.
OHBLOODYFUCK.

Slept all d way till 5pm today &couldnt pull myself up t meet aaron, shumei, jordus, lucinda, prissy and more in town today. SORRY DEARYS.! :D
my cousin is taking centuries t come over with our pizza. hehhh. (:
HURRY if you're reading this. (:

blogged @ 8:00 PM



'♥

It had been ages since i last updated my blog. ok. not really but so much stuff happened within 3days. hehh.
MOS was fucked up on friday, all because of that particular someone. He's always trying his best t make life difficult for me and im NOT happy with it. whatever. ugh. just my luck.
Liquids was great yesterday, as usual with d gang. (:
saw shawn (: prissy got drunk and shu got real high. We're alright babes. We DOMINATE liquid room.! :D
and next week. WE'LL ROCK IT AGAIN. (:
cheryl &geraint disappeared after liquids &we couldnt get them. sigh. next week alright.?! :D

I just uploaded some pictures. hehh. and since i have nothing else better t do..




DISNEY VILLAGE.!! :D
our world.




LOUIS VUITTON.! <3






so dark. but THAT durex condom thing. we shld have it in singapore. HAHAHA.











MOULIN ROUGE.! wheeeee. (:





the louvre. hahaha.

blogged @ 3:25 AM



Friday, May 12, 2006'♥

we saw DAVID &VICTORIA BECKHAM.
goodness damnit.
shu spotted them and there were hell loads of paprazzi outside tha shop.
drop dead GORGEOUS.
:)

Just got back and gonna hit MOS later with our gang. :)
love you loads.
<33

blogged @ 9:22 AM



Tuesday, May 09, 2006'♥

hey.!!
shu &me are all tha way in Paris but we managed t find an internet cafe near our hotel. THANK LORD.!! :)
Im bloody homesick &friendsick &even singapore-sick, if you know what i mean. :)
it's like 1123pm here and 0523am in singapore. goodness. we cant even call and chat with anyone.!! but we did manage t webcam with nick this afternoon.
:)

will update all the photos when i get back t singapore.!! &i seriously cant wait t go back.
Paris is such a high class place, i feel like some poor fuck. damnit.
ciaos. :)

blogged @ 5:22 AM



Wednesday, May 03, 2006'♥

Stick with you by The Pussycat Dolls is damn nice. Im so addicted with that song.
smashedstrawberrypumpkinass.

It's my mum's birthday today. HAHAH.
HAPPY BDAY MUMMY. :D
I bought her a cake and she pms-ed me. so much for being kind. hmph.

Had dance from 8to10 today then met shumei, nick and junrong at holland village after that. (:
sat around, doing nothing until kelvin came.
DAMN. how boring.

will b going t PARIS with shu tomorrow.! hehh.
will b back with loads &loads of photos. :D and gifts. and yes, mich &pearl. i'll miss you loads. (:

please pray that i'll do well for my ballet exam on 8may. SHIVERS.

blogged @ 4:36 AM



Monday, May 01, 2006'♥

jeez. went MOS with shumei, jordus, nick, cheryl, geraint, kevin, lucinda, priscilia &junrong on friday. It was great as usual. :D shumei got real high and everything. &im now officially over my ex boyfriend. fuck.
" **** loves you a lot and i dont want t create any trouble. &now i love this girl a lot but she've a bf."
well well. fuck you. now it's your bloody turn t b tortured. KARMA.!! :D

Went t liquids on sat with shumei, mich, jordus, nick, kevin. junrong, lucinda, priscilia, geraint, cheryl, matthew, aaron, leon see &his friends. I LOVE YOU GUYS.!! :D &pearl, you better come and join us soon.!!! (:
got bloody wasted. I couldnt even walk straight. puked &everything. thank you mich, for taking care of me. :D
mich crashed at my place &we slept all d way till 3 in d afternoon. lol.

Went out again yesterday. wth. met jordus at k pool at around 10plus. then shumei came and we all went over t lucky plaza t join lucinda, priscilia, nick, kevin, junrong , boon&matt. :D damnit niggas.! HAHAHA.
went shesha-ing at sahara and had supper at this thai cafe at boat quay.
HAHAHAA. havent been laughing THAT hard for so long. goodness.
complex &simple phones and everything.!
dam.

It's just great t b hanging out with you guys.
cause you guys make my day.!! :D

blogged @ 8:08 PM







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