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Friday, August 31, 2007'♥


the secret smiles over the table,
the long talks throughout the night.
&how you make me fly(:

Love is so complicated.
I cannot help but keeps harping on it because that's all i have been thinking about.

Perhaps it is the look in your eyes when you are lying next to me that renders me speechless.
Perhaps it is the words you say that makes me melt and believe in us, more than ever.
Perhaps it is the way you smile when you look at me that makes me feel like there's nowhere i will rather be, but with you!
Perhaps it is the way you hold me a little tighter than usual, just to show that you love me.

I believe it is all of the above.
&the goodbye kiss when you lightly whisper, I love you(:

I want to be with you forever and ever.
I want to be beside you when we walk through our life, all the way to the end.



All this. I swear to you, Paul Ong!(:



BUBBLE BUBBLE BUBBLE):
I'm craving for bubble tea!

but i have to go so far to get it, makes me feel so tired just thinking about it.
but choco baby cheers me up!
especially when i get the chocolate with the star on it!
: D



I need to do something to my wardrobe, repack it or something.
I just repacked my drawer 2days ago! but it's already bursting and there's no more place for anymore hangers eventho mommy threw away so much):
well, because half of the space is taken up by her clothes.

There's so much things to look forward to next year(:
BABY IS COMING BACK!
our clubmed trip.
our car trips.
even sitting down at 345 in the middle of the night cheers me up.
Another 5more months!



blogged @ 12:42 AM



Thursday, August 30, 2007'♥


HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY! (:
29august!

It's been 1year already.
But, it feels like i have just known you.


You still makes my heart skip.

Your smile melts me.

I still get butterflies in my stomach whenever i see you(:


Eventho we cannot celebrate it together this time round, there will still be many years to come(:


I just want you to know.

No matter what happens, I will be just next to you.

To hold you when you fall,

To cheer you up when you are down,

To take care of you when you are sick,

To do anything for you(:


You are the BEST thing that ever happened to me.
& i promise i will treasure every single second spent with you.


I LOVE YOU, ETERNALLY(:


blogged @ 3:23 AM



Tuesday, August 28, 2007'♥


Sometimes i get pretty surprised at myself(:
I didn't sleep for the whole night and only managed to catch 1hour of sleep before sharon woke me up, for the wufenpu trip.
It was supposed to be a short nap but itdidn't turn out that way.
I was almost late when sharon called me, i washed up and just threw everything into a huge bag and went down to meet her.
wellwell, shopping IS temptation.
There's clothes EVERYWHERE and it's soooooo cheap, it's like a shopping heaven.
This is like a billion times better than bugis street, the super huge version of bugis street actually.
Shopped for 7hours straight, without even stopping ok!
I'm amazed by ourselves actually.
8of us just went on and on and on, such motivation(:
Going back to Singapore tomorrow.
and tomorrow is OUR 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARYYYYYY :D
hmmmm.
I LOVE YOU BABY! (:

blogged @ 11:24 PM



Monday, August 27, 2007'♥

Slept all the way till 6in the evening just now. Havent had such a good sleep for days(:
Baby is on some detail and will only be back around 1030pm):
so annoying.

Watching LOVE CONCIERGE now.
The wedding planner show by jacelyn tay, thomas ong and all.
total romantic(:


I feel pretty bad lately):
causing my parents to be worried.
I don't want things to be like that. sigh.
I want my parents to be proud of me and be a filial daughter.
but how?!

Had a really bad dream this afternoon, it seemed almost real):
I HATE NIGHTMARES!
It freaked me out so badly, i'm still getting jitters from it.
hmph. Made me so disheartened!

Baby only managed to book out at 11pm just now):
and that means i only have less than an hour with him!
but that's still better than nothing. YAY.
I'm going back to Singapore on wednesday, on our one year anniversary):
such bad timing right, but he says there's still more to come so no worries.
but it means alot to me): ): ): ):


baby i love you(:
the sweet-est wonder in my life.

blogged @ 9:03 PM



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Went Xin hukou with sharon yesterday afternoon, despite the fact i only reached back the house at 7am and slept around 8am(:
Had lunch and shopped around, SHOPPING REALLY FEELS GREAT(:
and then went for the cold beancurd again, that's a must!





Looking at it makes me drool as well! It's damn nice(:
And it's not tooooo sweet, it's just nice! :D



blogged @ 8:33 AM



Saturday, August 25, 2007'♥

Went Shihlin night market with sharon just now, it was really a last minue decision(:
Had dinner at her place and wanted to head to xin hukou for a walk at first then decided on going to shihlin.
such a big big difference(:

NEW SHOPPING PARTNER! (:
YAY.
shopped around and bought quite some stuff, make that alot of things.
It was not a really good day to shop cause it rained, ad it stopped and it rained again):
spoilsport.
we still managed to get quite some shopping done anyway, just that most stores closed pretty early.

baby is booking out later in the morning! but have to go back in the afternoon and then booking out after some meeting.
hmph):

Parental Guidance is super super funny.
and jessica hester hsuan's accent is nice(:

blogged @ 3:29 AM



Friday, August 24, 2007'♥

Slept really late last night, cause i thought there'll be nowhere to go this afternoon.

BUT...
Sharon texted me and asked me whether i want to go xin hukou to have the cold jelly beancurd because we didn't get the chance to have it yesterday(:
and I WOKE UP STRAIGHTAWAY!

the power of food. sighhhh.

Went straight to the beancurd shop and went shopping again after that :D
Bought so much clothes, and i'm soooooo satisfied with myself.
The clothes are so cheap, your heart just itches after it, and if you don't buy it, you will definitely regret it!
and in order to prevent that, we just kept buying and buying like there's no tomorrow(:
teehee.

WITH ALL THE FOOD AND SHOPPING, TAKING PHOTOS WAS COMPLETELY OUT OF MY MIND):
oppssss.

There was some hawker fair going on in baby's camp so i went in with sharon and her little boys(:
So adorable and perry was dancing when they sang karaoke.
awwwww.

Pray baby's inspection thing is on sat morning, so it won't spoil our plan):
and i'm still thinking whether i should go to wu fen pu with sharon and the rest next week. hmmm.

blogged @ 12:41 AM



Thursday, August 23, 2007'♥

The super messy bed i have yet to pack):

Went to xin hukou with sharon this morning, shopped around and bought a few tops(:

WAHAHA. WHERE TO FIND SUCH BARGAINS IN SINGAPORE?!

almost impossible.

DREAM WEDDING?!

I've always imagined my wedding to be a really dream-y event.

I don't know if that word exists but you get the gist. haha.

Held in a church, with all your friends and relatives present, and a live band(:

Throwing the bouquet of flowers to the next couple and driving off in the car with tin cans tied to the back of the car.

awwww. just like a dream wedding in a movie.

A perfect wedding plus a perfect marriage will be sooo perfect(:

The happiest day of any girl or woman in her entire lifetime.


blogged @ 1:23 AM



Tuesday, August 21, 2007'♥

MODERN HOUSEFLY.
EVOLVING INTO A VAMPIRE SOON):
ugh noooooo.

**


The market looks like a pasar malam, except this is in the morning.



And it's so annoying to pull myself out of bed so early in the morning):
Met sharon around 830am, went to the post office to make payment for the spreeee, then waited for the rest at the bus stop(:



This reminds me of the times i went to the market with my mom and auntie when i was still in primary school. I used to LOVE market trips cause it spells GOOD FOOD, like the pork floss i used to love like mad. My mom will keep my brother and me entertained by giving us snacks and a macdonalds treat if we promised to be good.
aww... all the memories.





I really miss my parents now.
I always get home-sick):

blogged @ 3:17 AM



Monday, August 20, 2007'♥

my never-ending love(:

I realised how much i've grown in the past 1 or 2 years.
and am still changing for the better..
Time really flies, and now when i read through my past journal entries, browse through all the photos and gifts, it bought back so much memories, both bad and good.

BUT..
the best thing that God gave me, is the chance to meet him(:

It's been more than a year ago already, and i still smile whenever i think about all the things we did together when we just met, and how we become what we are now.

; EDITED

Just went out with sharon, hazel, josephine and her daughter, vanessa(:
Some night market at Xin Hukou.

I like this doreamon, eventho it's not well-taken :D
And the night market had loads of food.
I'M TURNING FATTER ):
time to lose weight. hmph.

aww baby, i want you to know i love you more than anything else in this universe(:

blogged @ 4:13 AM



Sunday, August 19, 2007'♥

HAPPY CHINESE VALENTINES' DAY!(:

Singaporeans usually celebrate valentines day on the 14th of February. hahaha.

And you will see couples everywhere, girls carrying flowers and all sorts of gifts and a definite big smile on their faces.
-total sweetness

However, everyday should be Valentines day, right(:
Valentines day just add on more sweetness to the already sweet post.
A day to reward your other half for everything they had done for you in the year(:
HAHAHA.

Anyway, paul ong the spider pig, made me so excited over the club med thing, and i cannot fall asleep now! and partly because, i slept for almost the whole afternoon. WOO. hahaha.




;EDITED
Both of us overslept and met up at 1pm, we were supposed to meet up at 8am for breakfast ok!
Went to have lunch at Qi Guo before we went over to hsinchu, met sharon&family then went over together. It was drizzling for the whole afternoon, dampened our moods lah):
Shopped around then went to HOLIDAY KTV(:
Baby trying real hard to act cute(:
Oh, and did i mention, their KTV is soooo much better than the ones we have in Singapore. hahaha. LCD screens, a computer for us to pick songs, and a there's a toilet in every room.
A PRIVATE TOILET! (:
YAY. So convenient, no more long queues at the toilet and you can go to the toilet anytime you want, it's only a few steps away! hahaha.
Well, anyway, really enjoyed myself alot today but the sad thing is baby won't be booking out tomorrow because he is on duty. UGH!

blogged @ 6:15 AM



Saturday, August 18, 2007'♥

RAIN RAIN, GO AWAY!

Been raining for almost an entire day already because of the typhoon.

The wind was so strong last night, i can even hear the WOOOOO sound even though the windows were closed. I had the urge to go downstairs and stand in the middle of the road, stretch my hands and scream!

Well well, i didn't in the end but i really wanted to cause even there's a super thunderstorm in Singapore, the wind won't even be that strong.

Baby said it's supposed to be a disaster, yet we are so happy over it.
WHO SAYS SO!
I'm disappointed, troubled and angered by it as well ok!
Because of the typhoon, i don't get to meet baby cause he got to be confined in camp.
see, the sacrifices i made because of the dumb typhoon):

;EDITED

WAHAHA. LIFE IS GREAT.
I was keeping myself busy watching videos to pass time when baby suddenly text-ed me and told me he can book out for around4hours.
YAY(:
Didn't do much, just went to 7-11, OK mart and the nearby provision shop to shop for food.
I'm contented with just having baby by my side.


blogged @ 4:48 PM



Friday, August 17, 2007'♥


BABY WON'T BE BOOKING OUT TODAY):
confined, all because of the typhoon. annoying.
However, the rainbow cheered me up.
This is the FIRST time i saw 2 rainbows together, one on top of the other; and also the FIRST time i saw such a clear rainbow(:
I only managed to take the picture when the rainbow already faded, but it was still clear ok.
I will only get to see baby on sunday cause he's having duty tomorrow again. Well, at least that's something i can look forward to, ONE MORE DAY!
Anyway..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELEANNA(:
YOU'RE 8-TEEN ALREADY!
and now legal for drinks, for clubs, pubs, ciggs. wahaha!
oh, and most important, driving license(:
YAY.

Speaking of license, i still have to wait till december before i can apply for one):
VOLKSWAGEN BEETLE!
But it's too small and not really worth it(:
Have to be more practical, i guess.
Oh, and Lexus RX300, beautiful. hahaha.
Baby and i really like that car, practical and sleek.
Scrimp and save a little here and there, should be not a big problem.
PAUL, I WAITING FOR YOU TO DRIVE ME AROUND UNDERSTAND!
since you will be getting your license before mine(:

Taiwan is a really nice place, however, there's no place better than home):
Especially these coming few months, baby will be very busy with the training troops, and won't be even be able to book out.
sigh. not good. not good.

I want to go to the beach(:
the sea brings peace and tranquility.




blogged @ 6:46 PM



Thursday, August 16, 2007'♥

THE WEATHER IS KILLING ME):

Went to xin hukou with diana and sharon this afternoon. Baby got to wake me up cause i couldn't wake up myself, my biological clock is spoilt for the moment and i'm trying to tune it back(:
Apparently, there are still so much taiwan snacks or food i havent tried. I still prefer the wanton noodles in Singapore to the ones here, eventho it was pretty yummy. I just found out there's COLD beancurd (dou hua). THAT WAS DELICIOUS OK!
I'm craving for it now. hmphf.

The hawker fair tomorrow is cancelled so baby will be booking out. YAY.
-jumps around

I cannot help but say that, TAIWAN IS MY SHOPPING HEAVEN!
well, at least for now, it is.
The more i look at those clothes and shoes, my heart will leap a mile and dance a boogey dance(:

ILOVEBABY!

blogged @ 9:23 PM



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OUR MINNIE MOUSE(:



TO ME, LOVE IS..


beautiful,


marvellous,


makes me jump and skip, and


even sweeter than the sweetest type of sugar syrup there is.


Baby makes my heart skip and do all kinds of stunts(:


I still get butterflies in my tummy whenever i see him.

He never fails to put a smile on my face when i'm feeling really sucky.

He makes me feel like i'm the luckiest girl on earth(:


Things hasn't been all rosy since baby came to Taiwan.

We had our fair share as quarrels as well, and it really was not easy to communicate through the phone since we cannot see each other face to face.

Days were even harder to get by when he left, it felt like a huge part of me was scooped out with a gigantic spoon):

I don't know how to describe the kind of emptiness):


The kind of disappointment when you realise no one is going to come through the door at 530pm, hug you to sleep or just simply surprise you for a whole entire 9 months, especially when he had always been there for me.


Eventhough we are not together for VERY VERY long, i never once and never will doubt my love for him.


&baby, i promise i will do anything for you(:


Chinese valentines day is only 3days away!

I LOVE PAUL ONG, ENDLESSLY(:


blogged @ 1:06 AM



Wednesday, August 15, 2007'♥















BABIES ARE SO ADORABLE(:
and those "babies" on the plam are actally marzipan babies, made with some kind of sugar paste. So creative and pretty! I saw that on the newspaper some time ago and happened to come across this image online. HAHA. I want one of those as well.
Anyway, the bottom line is that babies are very adorable and totally lovely(:
I want a baby with baby as well! That sounds confusing but the idea is there. HAHA.
I don't see anything wrong with having a baby like when you're 21 or older or perhaps 18, 19 or 20. It just depends on yourself, i guess. The age is not the entire problem, but maybe just the way you handle the problem and try to make your life work out. You can even end up being more well-off than others and happier and life will be like living in heaven(:
;EDITED
I just woke up an hour ago. PIG. Slept at 730am cause i wanted to wait for baby to wake up but i fell asleep. HAHA. It just kept on raining and raining for the whole afternoon just now. HAHA. but it just stopped, perhaps God knows that baby can book out today and it stopped at the right time. YAY.
Had dinner and some grocery shopping at jhubei then went to xin hukou to get his tv and stuff(:
AND I LEFT MY HANDPHONE AT THE FOOD COURT AT JHUBEI!
I WAS FREAKED OUT OK! and plus guilty):
so we went back and thank god the auntie who wash the dishes kept the phone and was honest enough to pass it back to me! OMG :D
God really love us alot(:
Got to wake up early tomorrow cause i'll be going to xin hukou with sharon and diana. HAHA.
and baby won't be booking out tomorrow, duty on alternate days):
awww.
and on friday, there's some hawker fair in his camp and it will probably end around 10. hmph.
biting and biting and carry on biting.

blogged @ 1:38 AM



Tuesday, August 14, 2007'♥

IT'S BEEN RAINING FOR AN ENTIRE DAY ALREADY):
Baby is having guard duty today so he won't be booking out.
Sharon taught me how to search for all the cheaper clothes. HAHA GOODNESS. It makes my heart skip and itch whenever i think of shopping.

I LOVE TAIWAN FOR ITS SHOPPING :D
There's clothes, shoes and food everywhere AND there're so many night markets!
Night markets make me skip in joy, it's just like those pasar malam in Singapore, only so much bigger and so much better.
Baby and me are totally hooked on to those "dan-zhu" machines the other time and those balloon-shooting games.
IT'S SO ADDICTIVE OK! We won minnie there, but then we havent won a mickey):
baby said he will win a mickey. EH PAUL, WE MUST WIN A MICKEY OK.
if not minnie very lonely ):

Eventho taiwan is a nice country but i want baby to go back to Singapore):
There's going to be so many training troops these coming months and i won't be able to see baby that much already.
ORD in march. coming soon! :D i cannot believe time pass so fast.
Anniversary end of this month (:
no more monthsary. HAHA.


blogged @ 4:51 PM



Monday, August 13, 2007'♥















I FINALLY TRANSFERRED THE PHOTOS FROM MY PHONE TO THE LAPTOP! WAHAHA.
but then it was still unsuccessful for those photos i took with baby in taiwan the first time i came):
Reached here around 8plus last night but diana and family was out for dinner, so i couldn't get in through the gate. But thank god, baby got another person to open the gate for me. HAHA.
So i went up and then met a new "friend", i think. Well, anyway sharon was super super friendly and nice, stayed and chatted with her all the way till 11plus then went back.
Got woken up by those drilling sounds from don't know where. SO ANNOYING!
Went to Ying Jie's place with diana and perry, sat there and talked for awhile before going to duplicate the keys, bought perry to the playground then went back to the house. HAHAHA. and I MISS BABY SO MUCH AND I GOT TO SEE HIM TODAY. YAY! (:
Had dinner at hsinchu then went to the pehpeh's pub.
Baby's having duty tomorrow ):
):
ILOVEYOU PAUL-YYY





blogged @ 5:59 PM



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Here are the photos we took at mount faber last night. HAHA. All of us had so much fun ok! :D
JEWEL BOX(:
but we didn't take much photos but the food was fantastic. DESSERT QUEENS (:

CRAZYFREAKS are the BEST(:
They woke up early eventho they slept so late last night, just to send me to the airport. HAHA.
Eleanna was an angel, she helped me to go NTUC and collect the instant noodles i reserved. However, NTUC service was HORRID. Perhaps there were too many people and they didn't have enough staff, but quite impossible, i saw so many staff walking around. I was even asked to remember the face of the salesperson whom i ordered from. I was so pissed off alright! Maybe next time i should go take a group photo of all the NTUC people, not. cause i won't be going there for now. hmphf.
The taxi uncle was pretty angry cause i made him go to clementi, chinatown, toa payoh then to the airport. WHATEVERRR.
Had breakfast at the airport and then i had to go in the departure hall already. HMPHFF. I will miss you girls ok, and lee shumeiiiii (:

blogged @ 4:19 AM



Sunday, August 12, 2007'♥

HAPPY ADVANCED 18TH BIRTHDAY ELEANNA(:






















So anyway, almost couldn't remember my english exam is at 10am, i kept thinking it is from 12pm-2pm. LOL.
Thank god diana messaged and reminded me on friday night(:
Thanks sweet, and bring the whole soviet union back from russia ok!
I was dreading the essay part for english, like some argumentative essays for GP. damn! But it turned out to be pretty easy, all about tourism. heh! so it proved to be not as bad(:
Met eleanna (thripleL) at clementi and went to develop some photos then went over to some blocks nearby to look for her friend, kweemei(:
Both of them are so skinny! GOODNESS. EH I HATE YOU LUH!
Stayed there for awhile then went off to meet shirlene at taka! :D
kuukuuuu and pooopoooo. LOL. I was at AX trying to remember which jeans baby wanted, i remembered it was pure white but i couldn't see it when i looked around the shop so i went to ask the salesperson the white jeans in this collection, and he showed me those nett items at the back of the shop. LOL.
I think i was "blind" ):
Had lunch at crystal jade and walked around, window-shopping for the rest of the afternoon.
Saw prissy, shumei and herry at cine today!
PRIS DOTTIE, WHERE'S MY MANICURE!
and lee shumei, can you just come taiwan since you have nothing to do in singapore and only going back to london in september! LOL.
Shirlene got to go off for her service then janice came to join us for dinner at sushi tei. We just kept eating and eating for the whole entire day! ):
Shirlene came back to fetch us after her service then we went to mount faber to celebrate eleanna's birthday. We were supposed to buy her a cake but the coffeebean peopl made us so disppointed OKAY!
" we got the cake but we don't have the box for the cake."
Like what the hell right! NONSENSI-CAL!!
We never ever seemed to run out of topics to talk about(:
YOU GIRLS ARE TOTAL GEMS! I HEART YOU <3
and i will be leaving for taiwan again tomorrow and my luggage is again, packed with food and with an additional box this time round. UGH. I hate lugging stuff around):
will be able to meet my pillow on monday! YAY! :D
iloveyou paul(:

blogged @ 3:09 AM



Thursday, August 09, 2007'♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D

I don't know why but i always feel really good on national day, perhaps a little goes to the fact that it is a public holiday but partly because i actually feel proud to be a singaporean(:
YAY SINGAPORE!

Soooooo went to marina square with my family today to watch the fireworks.
It was beautiful but if baby is here, everything will be even more prettier, it will be fantastic, fabulous and marvellous(:
Had dinner at the Imperial treasure Xiao Long Bao restaurant before we went out to squeeze with the other thousands of people present. We stood there for the whole evening just to watch the fireworks but it was worth it!
awww i miss paul):

Oh, and i think Lee Kuan Yew must be really touched when he sits at the front row to watch the national day parade, singing along with the rest of the singaporeans and this is all possible because of HIM! (:

MY IDOL! :D


blogged @ 11:23 PM



Monday, August 06, 2007'♥

I'M SO ANNOYED WITH MY COMPUTER NOW AS WELL ):
It cannot seemed to read my card reader or any usb ports i tried to plug in. HMPH.
SO no pictures till i can get someone to help me to upload these photos or i can figure out how to make the card reader work.
I AM SO DISAPPOINTED.

BACK IN SINGAPORE!
and there's exams tomorrow, all the way till saturday and i'll be leaving on sunday.
I'm starting to feel like a "taiwanese".
This is pretty weird.
oh, and i have to try to remember what i memorised for management.
PLEASE PRAY THAT I DO WELL OK! (:
but i didn't really feel like coming back actually. I wanted to stay with baby over there even if he might not be able to book out everyday. I just want to be near him, it makes me feel so much better. 17days flies past so fast, and i don't want to come back. ):

6more months till baby comes back to singapore.
We're going on a long holiday and we're going to get a car and we're going to save for a house and we're going to get married!
seems like a dream right? but we're going to make it happen so it'll come true! YAY!
I WANT TO GO ROME! and to london to visit shumei, i promised her. haha.
WONDERFUL! 6MORE MONTHS! (:

Oh, and i'm such a bubblebrain.
I left my sim card in taiwan so you guys won't be able to contact me. WHOPS!
I only found out when i wanted to message baby when i reached singapore):
damn sad ok. i'm going to top up the top up card so i can still message baby ong.
WAHAHA.



I WANT THE CITIBANK CLEAR CARD! :D OMG! It's damn cool ok! but a limit of $500 but it is better that way, so we won't overspend. haha!



FAT, I LOVE YOU.


blogged @ 2:01 AM







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