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Thursday, May 28, 2009'♥

Short-term memory.
I couldn't remember what we were doing before meeting the girls.

Grr, there must be some way to help me remember! ):

Kweemei & "Aunty" Shirlene
She's so petite! Guys will rush to protect her, confirm. Haha!

Thousand chins.

Wenjun & Weiwen
They kept bullying Wenjun, haha!
And he don't seem to understand -.-
Cute, haha!

Played with his spectacles, I didn't know the lenses could be removed.
Indeed, tortoise ):

I feel really clever, and intellectual.
Haha, eh. I am, even without the specs ok! Haha

AMK, and prawning after.
I love love love prawning.
I'm a lazy girl, plus I love the BBQ-ed prawns, eventho it makes my mouth itch like hell.
Haha, sacrifice required la.
HAHAHAH.

******


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Wednesday, May 27, 2009'♥

Honeycomb; freckles = Love
But, the recession is forcing me to give it all up ):
So expensive, kns.

I realized, she's always eating, on always on her phone.
Even, during mahjong.
-.-
I really want to strangle you, sometimes.
But, I love you more! Haha.
It's always so nice to have you around (:

It just feels so good, and comfortable.
I can do all kind of shit in front of you, and not be embarrassed by it.

Aw, love you.

******


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Tuesday, May 26, 2009'♥

PARIS, BABY!

Let's tour Europe!

Diana, if you put us aeroplane, you'll be harassed. HAHA, confirm.

Ah, it's a BFF place.
Some loving to do! Haha.

3years ago, was with Shu.
And now, with darlings!
Eh eh, can't wait for September! (:


And no, not using daddy's money!

Love.

******


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Sunday, May 24, 2009'♥

Random Happenings

We all just want to do something different, to kill boredom.

Something, like para-sailing or sky-diving.
Haha. Or cable ski for a start.

Bowling

All, according to their favourite drinks, which thus became nickname.
Except for Dua Kang (ZC). Haha!

I have to keep myself entertained, someway.

***

Pool, on some random day. Haha!

It was fun!
They side-bet on food! Yay.
Ice milo, wu xiang, sandwiches
I think they basically, ordered everything there is at the cafe. Lol.
Neutral me, so I got to eat quite a bit. Haha!

******

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Thursday, May 21, 2009'♥

To Filbert:

I've already explained things to Jessica.
There might be a lot of misunderstandings, perhaps even right from the start.
If you misunderstood what I wrote on my previous posts, I apologize. But it really have nothing to do with my cousins. It wasn't even about them and you, in the first place.

Yes, I'm angry, I'm disappointed, I'm offended.
I did delete the previous post, because for now, I realized there's no need for me to post all this and make things even more complicated than it is.
You can say all you want, as long as my family do not misunderstand me. That's all I need.
I'm angry, because YOU drag my dad into the picture.
My dad got nothing to do with all this things, it's us who's having an argument over some misunderstandings. Stop dragging my dad into the picture.

And, you're right.
It doesn't matter much. I always treasure my family, simply because we're family.

;Edited
I would say, no. You sound like you're against my dad.
And as you can see, I was offended.
I don't care why you wrote all those things that you wrote. I said my piece.
Why I wrote was FYI, too. Everything that deserves to be clairfied, I already told Jessica.
There's really no point in saying more, and complicating stuff.
I don't need to save any face, I didn't do anything wrong! You should be ashamed tho, sticking your leg into something you don't know about.
Oh, and you're not the bad guy! You're just ignorant about what's going on.
And that's exactly why I explained things to Jessica, to make things clear.
Eventho, we might all be bad-tempered, at least she knows how to judge. I'm not saying i'm not at fault. But there's a lot of things that you mentioned in your blog, which are ALL misunderstandings.
Instead of me thinking through everything, you should think through everything yourself.
Is there even a need to bicker like this?
And, I repeat.
Things which involve the adults, leave it to the adults. Don't try to poke our nose into it.
Whether my dad has a share or not, I don't care and I don't want to know.
All I know is, as long as I did what I was told to do, then I'm fine.
And, I was not snatching any of your customers! Haha. We are told, to stand outside and sell cars. Yes, I admit I don't know much, and which is why I asked X. I don't know which are your customers, which are Jeffrey's. If they come in and look for either of you, I bring them to you. If they look at cars, and ask about it. I try my best, within my knowledge to tell them what I know. And I did sell a car by myself, I dare to say. It might not be expensive, it might not be alot. But, I earned it.
Oh, and as for worming my way in. That's something I won't do. I was just asked, and whether I want to go or not go, is my decision. I decided to, I thought it might be a new change, or even have fun. You could ask like, my dad, X's dad, my mom, aunty whatever.
But, stop maligning me, my boyfriend and my dad because all you do is trying to act like you know everything, but when in actual fact, you don't.


I apologize to X, Jessica and Ahbee, sincerely, over all the misunderstandings.
But, I'm NOT apologizing to you, ever.

I'm tired, of trying to explain myself, to make things clear. Like what X say, just give it a rest.
No idea why you love to go against what I say. Sigh, go ahead.
Oh, just one thing. Why are you so upset over my deleted post? You read it, it didn't say much what. Haha! Just leave it there, ya? Peace (:
People who mind, don't matter. People who matter, don't mind.
As simple as that.

To B,

I thought we ended all this saga already? Sian.
I know, I know. You can don't want cousins or maybe aunties/uncles. That's YOU, not me. Too bad, really. And who your husband think he is to say me and my dad?
Oh, and of course you guys discussed before typing out any post, I understand that part.

You're still affected by the previous posts? Whether you choose to believe or not, it wasn't about you/filbert or anybody. It got NOTHING to do with you. Don't believe, too bad.

Please, I already explained numerous times that letter was for deferment, and he asked your dad.
No motives, no nothing. Plainly, just to try whether we might be able to defer his re-service. That's all.

FYI, my family believes me. And yes, I've heard a lot about you too.
I wasn't even trying to push any blame to anyone here, if you read properly and think through it, I was just trying to clear things. Ok, my dad part. Which part of my posts (which you think I wrote about you) , did I even mention my dad? And from the very first post filbert posted, HE WROTE ABOUT MY DAD. So who's the one trying to "say" my family here?
And may I ask? Why is he so concerned over the shares? I really have NO FRIGGING IDEA.
So, I respect you, and please choose your words carefully too.

Ok, that's all I have to say.
Whatever I feel that I've a right to explain, are already explained.

See you soon.
Bye.

******

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009'♥

Met up sisters for a duper late dinner!

Gang!

Beng!

Bangs!

Haha, three woman equals to one market!
We started gossiping from the start, all the way till we parted ways.

We walked rounds around Clementi.
A lot of memories! ):
Like, crayon, supper, dinner, EVERYTHING.
Aw, but people change and thing changes too.
The only constant, seems to be only changes now.

But, I'm sure the only thing that will never change, is my relationship with my carefully selected darlings! (:

Love!

******

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Monday, May 18, 2009'♥

I'M BACK IN SINGAPORE, FOR NOW!

Of course, dinner with the darlings!
Angeline's favourite (Ayam Penyet - bian bian chicken!)

Diana and Me!

Angeline and Me!

We have the same hairstyle now! Took me ALOT of courage to snip it off. Haha! Too cute, like cabbage doll, right?!!! Haha, rounder face! Just don't make me look fat!

Diana left after dinner, and Darling accompanied me for book-shopping!
She was being so patient, I felt bad. I can't help procrastinating over which book to get! I wanted almost, everything. Thanks dear! Haha.
Starbuck-ed for tea!
And we chatted for quite awhile.
Aw, I really miss you! And everything I said, came from deep down!
Treasure everything, I love you! (:

***

Something happened today.

Something, I deem ridiculous and selfish, or maybe it was just me.
But, if it was just me, why did everyone felt the same way I did?
I asked for your help, and it was only something so simple.
You disappoint me. To think I used to look up to you. Independent, professional. I was so wrong.
There's so much crouching in me, there's so much unhappiness that I didn't want to tell.
We were wronged, we were looked down.
There's only so much I could take, everytime I tried to talk it through, I want to cry.
Because, that bond/relationship is so important to me. Something, I held so dear, and tried not to ruin in any way. You went to ruin it all.

We were ALL so nice to you, in fact, ALL of you.
But, where's the appreciation? I don't see it. (Not even thanks.)
Do we even owe you this? We don't, or perhaps, you owe us more, much more.
Why should we even be nice? When the other party isn't appreciative of any efforts.
Somethings, you want to own it all. Somethings, you think you own it all and brush, everyone else aside. But, look deep down, look behind the scenes, think through it. It's not yours, it never was.

And, I will never bow down.
Just wait and see.
You don't deserve anything, not the unrespectful, arrogant and selfish you, anyway.
If it's not my fault, I will NEVER bow down. No matter how hard you try to stop me, I'll be back.
You can't succeed.

******

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Sunday, May 17, 2009'♥

Bali Lovin'

A & W
It never fail to surprise me, every single time.

I'm falling in love with Bali, and I swear I'll be back, very soon!
It's peaceful, relaxing and basically everything, that's nice.

For many moment, the sea, the breeze and even the people lazing around the beach made me felt at ease.
Fantastic therapy. Haha!

He was picking seashells for his ever so fussy girlfriend, ME!


So many people gathered around, to see the sunset.
But, it was a cloudy day ):
Aw, I wanted to see it, so badly.

The photos don't do the scenery any justice, at all.
I need a DSLR camera......!

Did dinner at Black Canyon Coffee.
We couldn't make up our mind -.-

It was good! See, I said I basically love Bali.

Oh, and there're lovable horse carriages! I couldn't get enough of it.
I felt like, Cinderella!
I can always imagine, can't I?! Haha

Me and my messy hair!
But I was totally enjoying myself.

I'll be back!

******

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Saturday, May 16, 2009'♥

Life's generally good.
Just been thinking through a lot lately.
Family, friends, people.
I guess, cause there's nothing much to ponder and to occupy myself with, or maybe just some stuff that I just happened to realize now.



All friends, left some kind of memories in my life.
Some good, some bad.
And these memories, perhaps justify my impression and attitude towards that particular person.



Just that, people all change.
Your enemy, may one day become your best friend.
And your close friends may one day, become a stranger or a passing note in your life.



And, it makes me sad, really sad.
To see a close friend, drifting and slowly, fading away from my life.
I just don't like it. I can't be the only one to make it work, it takes both people.
And when I try, and the other party don't even seem to make the effort, the friend is jolly well, gone.



Some friends, I had so much fun with.
And, so much memories and secrets to share.
However, they just aren't friends anymore.
Drifted away, or simply not bothered to make any effort?
Whatever happened to the promises we made?
I tried, I made the effort to MSN, or SMS you.
There're always excuses. (I'm busy, blah blah blah.)
Or there'll only be short replies, and then you appear offline.
You know who you are.
And, I don't want to be your friend anymore. I'm disgusted.
Good riddance.


While some friends, have this bond.
No matter how long we don't see each other, and no matter how long we didn't speak to each other. Just deep down, we both know. We care, and will be there for each other no matter what happens. It's almost like family.



I thank God, for having them in my life.
Angeline, Diana, Shumei, Eleanna, Shirlene, Jordus, Sheemun, Shi
I know, deep down. They'll be there.
They know me, inside out.
The nice, pretty, glamourous side.
The ugly, evil, bitchy side.
But they still love me, and they are all I need.



I don't need much friends.
I'm happy, and truly satisfied that I've these people acting their wonders in my life.
To all the others who, in some way tried to ruin me, or just not making the effort anymore.
Oh well. Jolly well, fuck off.



For all I know, one day you might need my help, and I know what I'll say.
No, thank you!

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