Tuesday, April 18, 2006'♥
Stayed at home for d entire day. Im dam proud of myself.! HAHAHA. (:I only found out that it rained in d afternoon when i stepped into d living room cause it was FLOODED. damnit. Just 4more days t friday. HAHAHA. PARIS.! HERE WE COME.! :Doh. and i need t settle my school thing before friday. cause that representative for tha college will b leaving for london on d 28th and wont b back till october or smt. I dont dare t tell my parents about how much it actually cost man. It's like 26k for tha first payment. wtf.They bloody earn THAT much. hmph.Always thought someday you would notice me,More than friends you would see me differently.Then i heard you are so in love with her,And now where am i.?I'm crushed so crushed.'cause i always thought that it would b d two of usand im dying inside.Everytime i see you walking hand in hand,It just makes me cry, my tears dont seem t dryand that's why, im crushed.Used t b couldnt wait t talk t me.You would share your secrets, you would.Share your dreams, you would tell me everything.oh, if I could only hold you now.Now it's her who gets t b your girland kiss your lips.Im crushed, so crushed.'cause i always thought that it would b d two of usand im dying inside.Everytime i see you walking hand in hand,It just makes me cry, my tears dont seem t dryand that's why, im crushed.I was getting up d nerve t finally tell you all d things i feel for you.Now everything is wrong, d chance is gone.She's come along and ripped my dreams in two.And Im...Im crushed, so crushed.'cause i always thought it would b d two of us.And im dying inside.Everytime i see you walking hand in hand.It just makes me cry, my tears dont seem t dry.And that's why, im crushed.