Saturday, May 20, 2006'♥
i cant seem t fall asleep.
I miss us.
am i stupid or what.? 4months &17days since we broke up &i still cant seem t get over you TOTALLY.
you seemed so carefree &nonchalant in d club.
I trusted you so much &everything was about you. Im tired of putting on a strong front in front of everybody, im sick of it.
If i were t say i'll die without you, will you still ditch me.? cause im really dying. All i could do was act like nothing happened between us and keep myself occupied with everything else.
I never ever thought things will turn out this way. I didnt expect myself t love you so much, till d extend i could do anything for you, just as long as you're happy.
I feel like breaking down. Im too stressed out by everything. Life's a bitch. I want t get myself high so that i can, for once, enjoy myself without having you on my mind half of d time.
I still want t b part of your life eventho i know it's IMPOSSIBLE for us t b together again.
that was ages ago. HA. but still.
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