Wednesday, July 19, 2006'♥
Sneaked out t mummy's place with sean last night cause shu and co was playing poker. haha.
Interesting game but i havent really understood how it goes man. (:
Reached home at 6plus in d morning and throughout d whole journey, d uncle was busy telling us how much it'll actually cost t go t 3different places. ugh but whatever, at least i got home. jeez.
Stayed home for d entire day today. WOOHOO. quite proud of myself actually. Partly because im broke. damnit.
&I kinda miss paris. I miss roaming around with shumei. I miss all d times we spent together blabbering rubbish. I miss d times when we got scolded for not saying "bonjour". haha. PLAN OF PARIS. :)
my honeygummies.! (:
laudree.
I'll miss her like mad when she leaves for UK, i swear. &how i actually hope my dad will change his mind about sending me there now. 2009is damn far away.! ):
At least daddy gave me his assurance that he'll send me there.
I MISS SHUMEI.
I MISS SHUMEI.
I MISS SHUMEI.
and yes, shumei, I pasted that card on my wall. : D
It seems like everybody will b going somewhere. My mich honeybee will b going t US after her IB program too. sigh.
MICH.! can you dont go SLC.? can you go t UK with me &we'll join shumei over there, sean might b going too.! Just remember what did we plan with lu, pris, shu, pearl ok! haha.
oh. and i was just thinking.
Mayb i really was too fucked up t you. I didnt ever realised that until yao chong told me that mayb i've crossed d line. I just didnt want t b tied down with commitments and all or im just not ready for another relationship. I was not like this before, I never thought that i would go all crazy over this one guy &when he dumped me, I just felt like i lost everything and nothing could ever help me gain trust in relationships again. I didnt know what's d point in all that. All i wanted t do at that point of time was t make him regret that he ever dumped me. I was too selfish, yes.
but i've moved on and none of this actually matters anymore.
iloveyoubaby.
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