I stayed at home for th entire day today. I feel like im wasting my life away AGAIN. My cough's not getting any better &my throat still hurts ):

Went out with paul last night &my mom scolded th shit out of me, going on about family day. It was so boring yesterday, i nearly died. Sent my brother for tuition, then go t my dad's office cause he wanted t do something then went over t my grandpa's house after we picked up my brother. My grandpa is damn funny. HAHAHA. Picked paul and his friend up then went over t his ex-girlfriend's birthday chalet. It was not really awkward actually, just boring, thank God that Michelle &Pearl was on th phone with me. Then we took a bus home, can you imagine that.? I dont even know what bus we took, just went on some random bus.



why cant you just seem t give in t me once in awhile. why do you have t act like you dont care a shit about what im doing &what's happening in my life, when you actually do.
Am i so insignificant t you, i dont need all th iloveyou, i just want you t show that you care about me &i mean something. I can seem t get myself t tell you these cause i dont want t get you irritated, cause im scared i'll lose you.