I lost my phone so it's been a little hard to contact me these few days.
&the worst thing is i cannot even contact baby):
It's making me feel real uneasy all day, and cannot even talk to him on the phone when he is walking back to camp and all):
sighh!

School is starting in October and i don't know.
I'm partly looking forward to it but part of me don't look forward to it at all.
SO COMPLICATING.
If only baby is back in Singapore, then everything will be easier :D
another 4more months to go.

The little talks i have with baby always get me thinking.
About life, about relationships, about people, about everything.
It's adorable, really.
I want to start a family, but i'm way too young but i'm pretty prepared for it in a sense.
But realistically, it sounds a tad too ridiculous.
Putting all aside, I still want a baby, a nice family but what exactly is pulling me down?

It's been a little heavy these few weeks.
Have been thinking alot(:
I love paul and nothing will ever ever ever change that(:
&i'm giving my very best to him and praying everything will work out, perfectly(:

&it will(: