):

IT'S NOT FAIR!

NOW I HAVE TO START COUNTINGDOWN ALL OVER AGAIN ):

& I HAVE TO ADD MORE DAYS, AT THAT!

IT SUCKS! GRRRR!

Baby is going to try his best and fight to come back before CNY! (:
& I'm praying that it works because I cannot wait till he comes back!
I MISS HIM TRUCKLOADS AND LOADS AND LOADS AND LOADS!
And we have so much plans for CNY! and crayon wants him back! and EVERYBODY wants him back!
Is that enough for a peitition or something?!

Baby, you are so going to love my welcome back giftpack! So excited. I can't wait to see your reaction! (:

I LOVE YOU.
ALWAYS HAVE, ALWAYS WILL :D

Ok, anyway!
I'm still feeling really shitty and upset.
GRRR.
& the fact that i just finished one entire packet of instant noodle, AT THIS TIME, do not make me ANY better.
I have no idea why but the word "anorexic" do appeals sometimes!
They look fab in almost any kind of clothings!
OKOK. IT'S BAD! WE SHOULD HAVE NORMAL MEALS AND STAY HEALTHY!
Install that in me, friends(:

GOD! I MISS MY BOY SO MUCH!
I totally felt like shit when i had to leave ok! And the only thing that actually cheered me up was that baby is going to come back on 27jan, then it was changed to 2feb THEN to 18feb.
NO WAY! ):
16days is HORRID! and after all the countdowns and the "baby-is-coming-back" mood, it's VERY HARD to accept the fact.
I'M DYINGGGGGG for him to come back! and i want to celebrate CNY with him ):
It's not going to be fun without him! I bet i will be moodless! ):
god, i even miss you kissing my arm cause you burned me with your cigg!