Thursday, July 10, 2008'♥
I don't feel good.
No apparent reason.
I just don't feel good.
I hate the pressuring datelines of projects.
I hate when I drift apart from friends whom i love.
Half of the time, I have no idea what I am doing.
Tell me, am i wasting my life away?
I want to do something useful.
I want to make myself and my family proud of me.
Is that something so hard to achieve?
I want to keep myself occupied with things because I over-think when I am doing nothing which is overly retarded but I cannot help it.
I want to go Taiwan.
Not trying to pretend that I am familiar with the place.
The only reason I like Taiwan so much because of all the nice memories there, apart from all the shopping and night markets.
At least, It made me felt, for once, that I know who I am.
And it made me feel good about myself.
I didn't have to pretend.
I didn't have to stress over much things.
I have Sharon and all the nice people(:
We cry and laugh when we talked about problems.
We shopped like hell online.
We gossip.
Very simple but very cosy.
And I look forward to every weekend and Sugarcane's off days, or even nights off.
Perhaps we don't go far, It might just be a small night market nearby but it made me feel so.....
I don't know. It is just nice.
It's making me hate Singapore.
Cause it mean problems every time.
And it's boring.
And everybody is busy with their work and studies.
I want Taiwan ):
September, sugarcane. I need a get-away. To re-energize?
No apparent reason.
I just don't feel good.
I hate the pressuring datelines of projects.
I hate when I drift apart from friends whom i love.
Half of the time, I have no idea what I am doing.
Tell me, am i wasting my life away?
I want to do something useful.
I want to make myself and my family proud of me.
Is that something so hard to achieve?
I want to keep myself occupied with things because I over-think when I am doing nothing which is overly retarded but I cannot help it.
I want to go Taiwan.
Not trying to pretend that I am familiar with the place.
The only reason I like Taiwan so much because of all the nice memories there, apart from all the shopping and night markets.
At least, It made me felt, for once, that I know who I am.
And it made me feel good about myself.
I didn't have to pretend.
I didn't have to stress over much things.
I have Sharon and all the nice people(:
We cry and laugh when we talked about problems.
We shopped like hell online.
We gossip.
Very simple but very cosy.
And I look forward to every weekend and Sugarcane's off days, or even nights off.
Perhaps we don't go far, It might just be a small night market nearby but it made me feel so.....
I don't know. It is just nice.
It's making me hate Singapore.
Cause it mean problems every time.
And it's boring.
And everybody is busy with their work and studies.
I want Taiwan ):
September, sugarcane. I need a get-away. To re-energize?
blogged @ 12:15 PM