I'M BACK IN SINGAPORE, FOR NOW!

Of course, dinner with the darlings!
Angeline's favourite (Ayam Penyet - bian bian chicken!)


We have the same hairstyle now! Took me ALOT of courage to snip it off. Haha! Too cute, like cabbage doll, right?!!! Haha, rounder face! Just don't make me look fat!

Diana left after dinner, and Darling accompanied me for book-shopping!
She was being so patient, I felt bad. I can't help procrastinating over which book to get! I wanted almost, everything. Thanks dear! Haha.
Starbuck-ed for tea!
And we chatted for quite awhile.
Aw, I really miss you! And everything I said, came from deep down!
Treasure everything, I love you! (:


Something happened today.

Something, I deem ridiculous and selfish, or maybe it was just me.
But, if it was just me, why did everyone felt the same way I did?
I asked for your help, and it was only something so simple.
You disappoint me. To think I used to look up to you. Independent, professional. I was so wrong.
There's so much crouching in me, there's so much unhappiness that I didn't want to tell.
We were wronged, we were looked down.
There's only so much I could take, everytime I tried to talk it through, I want to cry.
Because, that bond/relationship is so important to me. Something, I held so dear, and tried not to ruin in any way. You went to ruin it all.

We were ALL so nice to you, in fact, ALL of you.
But, where's the appreciation? I don't see it. (Not even thanks.)
Do we even owe you this? We don't, or perhaps, you owe us more, much more.
Why should we even be nice? When the other party isn't appreciative of any efforts.
Somethings, you want to own it all. Somethings, you think you own it all and brush, everyone else aside. But, look deep down, look behind the scenes, think through it. It's not yours, it never was.

And, I will never bow down.
Just wait and see.
You don't deserve anything, not the unrespectful, arrogant and selfish you, anyway.
If it's not my fault, I will NEVER bow down. No matter how hard you try to stop me, I'll be back.
You can't succeed.

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