Life's generally good.

Just been thinking through a lot lately.

Family, friends, people.

I guess, cause there's nothing much to ponder and to occupy myself with, or maybe just some stuff that I just happened to realize now.

All friends, left some kind of memories in my life.

Some good, some bad.

And these memories, perhaps justify my impression and attitude towards that particular person.

Just that, people all change.

Your enemy, may one day become your best friend.

And your close friends may one day, become a stranger or a passing note in your life.

And, it makes me sad, really sad.

To see a close friend, drifting and slowly, fading away from my life.

I just don't like it. I can't be the only one to make it work, it takes both people.

And when I try, and the other party don't even seem to make the effort, the friend is jolly well, gone.

Some friends, I had so much fun with.

And, so much memories and secrets to share.

However, they just aren't friends anymore.

Whatever happened to the promises we made?

I tried, I made the effort to MSN, or SMS you.

There're always excuses. (I'm busy, blah blah blah.)

Or there'll only be short replies, and then you appear offline.

You know who you are.

And, I don't want to be your friend anymore. I'm disgusted.

Good riddance.

While some friends, have this bond.
No matter how long we don't see each other, and no matter how long we didn't speak to each other. Just deep down, we both know. We care, and will be there for each other no matter what happens. It's almost like family.

I thank God, for having them in my life.

Angeline, Diana, Shumei, Eleanna, Shirlene, Jordus, Sheemun, Shi

I know, deep down. They'll be there.

They know me, inside out.

The nice, pretty, glamourous side.

The ugly, evil, bitchy side.

But they still love me, and they are all I need.

I don't need much friends.

I'm happy, and truly satisfied that I've these people acting their wonders in my life.

To all the others who, in some way tried to ruin me, or just not making the effort anymore.

Oh well. Jolly well, fuck off.

For all I know, one day you might need my help, and I know what I'll say.

No, thank you!