I never thought friendships would be so taxing and so pressurizing.
I hate it.

I hate having to quarrel with you all day long, and every single time we exchanged conversations.
Quarrels supposingly make people understand each other better, but sadly, in our case, it just pulls us apart more.

You meant so much to me, a bestfriend, a companion, a girlfriend, a sister.
And, I tried because I didn't want to lose you.
I'm upset and hurt, because we can't seem to make things work and screaming and sarcasm will never solve things.

We can quarrel over the smallest thing.

Maybe it was a misunderstanding, maybe not.
You've your way if analyzing a situation and I've mine.

It just isn't working.


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